Fear of cooling off my love

Hello, I am Arsham, a graduate student at the University of Tabriz. I am telling my own story in an engineering field, but I am looking for your comments. Autumn was the first time I was friends with a girl. Zahra was also the first time it was raining. She was friends with a boy, but Zahra Migf has chatted a lot. It was like that with me, I was not very important to her, we chatted for two weeks, I was saying in these two weeks, let's see, she didn't come anyway, I satisfied her anyway, we saw each other, we liked her, Zahra is a beautiful and handsome girl, her height is 8 She only has a small belly, which is not clear from her coat. Later, I found out in the cinema that I liked her very much. I look like her. We became Of course, I was in a better situation. Of course, I had 20 lessons in total, but Zahra fell from 24 to 2 units. The lesson did not matter to her. I had been poisoned all my life. Viber anyway, now after 174 months we are in love, right, I run away from chatting, but I really love you in these 73 months, except for the first 186 or 75 months, when you were afraid to come and see one, the other 13 or 3 times a week, we saw each other. It was very easy. Whenever he fell asleep, whenever he woke up, I did not have a headache. At first, we went to university. When we were walking, he picked up my phone. Zahra did not come to the university, of course, after all the advice and request, we still had an intimate relationship until now. Zahra and I have been chatting about sex for about two or seven weeks. Chatting has become more attractive to me because of sex. We are afraid of getting cold. I promised her marriage, but now we are not married because of school, service, work and money. We are going to get married in the fifth year of our friendship. We get cold from behind, then we have sex or our feelings increase. Anyway, our partner is under pressure. We like to have sex. I know myself, I'm not a coward. I'm in love, like now, not because of the promise, God help us, if we get cold, we will not have sex, if we can not meet our needs, thank you very much for taking the time to read, please anyone who has experience in this field, help me.