Explanation: I am writing this story based on the reality of the life of an Iranian boy…
Behrooz was lying on his bed, staring at the ceiling. His textbook was wide on his chest and he was studying, for example! His mind was very busy, his whole mind was on his girlfriend. The day they first saw each other in the university courtyard The day they made their first date The day they put their first kiss on their lips The day they had their first sex . Yehu felt that he missed Neda (his girlfriend) badly. He picked up his cell phone and wrote an SMS saying "I love you". A few minutes later the SMS came to him and he opened it. Neda had written "I am more" he closed his eyes his smile became sweeter he took a deep breath! Aroud Bala started reading his book. He was studying a few lines and was thinking about Neda for a few moments…
Neda was lying on her bed with the same deep smile, thinking of Behrooz, the day they first saw each other in the university yard, the day they made their first date, the day they put their first kiss on their lips, the day they had their first sex… The film tasted from the front. He sent 2 kisses to Behrooz from a distance, closed his eyes and rested for a while…
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Behrouz was sitting on a chair in the courtyard of the university, saying that he was laughing with his friend. One of his friends was explaining Jack… The boy goes in front of the church to show a cross on the cross, but the arrow passes by the cross. He shows the cross again, goes, passes by it again, frowns again, says that the worm has eaten his side! This time, he completely concentrates and focuses and eats right in the middle of the boy's cross. He laughs. Aren't you ashamed to show our religion? The boy laughs and says no! At that moment, the air becomes cloudy, strange sounds come, a thick fog forms, a thunderbolt eats the earth, the spiritual father becomes dust, the earth falls! The boy looks around with fear and trembling. Yehu, a big man comes out of the clouds and says, "Kiram ate your side !!!" Behrooz and his friend were laughing out loud and enjoying these minutes. You have to look at the clock and go to class so that the immoral teacher does not get caught! Gathering yourself to go to class…
Another corner of Neda's yard and a few of her friends were sitting on chairs waiting for their class to start. Everyone was whispering about the university boys! Someone said did you see that boy yesterday? Khiki had come and told Shahla that she had a card! It was as if Shahla the donkey did not know what she was trying to say. Neda overthrew him a little and said Bravo! Which subject? The girl laughed and said no one! The newcomer does not give a place to anyone, he always does not look at anyone or say anything in his lock! Now what do you think we should say? Neda smiled and said great! Plan to go and laugh at him for a moment!
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Neda and her friend finished their class walking together in the university yard. One of them called softly from behind… forward… forward… his friend tapped him on the shoulder. Neda laughed and said, "Madness is not in her hands. You sit down. I will come now." Behrooz hurriedly turned around and turned around. He said, "How is the liver?" Neda laughed and said, "Disease, by calling me this, you always disgrace me, don't you have a name? Are you going ahead?" Behrooz said, "I'm sorry, I must have got you wrong!" Neda frowned and said, "Now what?" Say I'm working I want to go. Behrooz turned his head forward and said softly in his ear, "Next time, you will be punished from behind for this evil behavior!" Neda laughed and said think so! Then he waved his hand and said, "I have to go. I'm going to work sooner. Don't bleed so much." Behrooz shook his head for a while and said, "You see people under a magnifying glass with other girls and boys from morning till night, then he tells me to keep an eye out!" He lowered his head and went to the exit door.
Neda Arum's friend said in her ear that Sujeh had come. Neda said do not we want to lose worse? His friend laughed and said, "Baby?" Let's go and laugh. Akhmash's handsome boy was staring at the ground, smoking slowly and whispering something under his breath. It was clear from his condition that, as the saying goes, he had a child. Neda and her close friend Vasaden. His friend Arum said to the boy, "Excuse me, can I take your time?" The boy looked at the two of them. They were both attractive and beautiful. He threw his head down again. Neda's friend said that your face is very familiar to me and I did not remember everything I thought, so I was curious for a while! The boy, as he was smoking, said that you must have made a mistake. Neda's friend, who did not expect to hear this answer, kept silent and said, "Yes, I'm sorry, can you just say your name?" Said the boy quietly. The girl said, "Thank you, Morsi. Apparently I was wrong. It was another one. I was happy." Then he looked at Neda and said, "Let's go!" The boy gently shook his head, Neda and his friend started walking.
Neda got up, looked at her friend with a laugh, and said, "Dust on your head!" See how we lost? His friend frowned and said, "When was this? It was the first time a boy treated me like this!" It is as if we did not exist at all! Neda said that his tail was warm, he was a wonderful man, his morals were very cool. His friend said I do not know! But it was very strange! Neda stared at the boy and said quietly, "I agree."
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Behrooz pulled Neda's head, kissed her on the front of her lips, and said, "Did you do my job?" Neda put her hand on her hip and said, "Behrooz, you are so bad. What did I do to you?" How do I get home now? Wow, how can I sit in front of my mom and dad? Behrooz laughed and put his hand in her beautiful curly hair. Neda laughed, put her hand on Behrooz's chest, kissed his throat. Behrooz laughed, kissed Neda on the lips, and said, "So sleep, punish the object from behind once again!" Neda screamed, said Per, then slowly bit Behrooz under the throat, said, "It's not good for you. If a smart person sees me, I will not be disgraced and he will understand! Behrooz said, "Gharghar, stop soon. Now my mother is coming. We can not both sit anymore because we have to go to Behesht Zahra!" Neda laughed and went. Manto tightened his scarf. Behrooz laughed and said, "According to the poet, stop talking, I'm tired, do not complain!" Neda came in front of Vasad and laughed mockingly and said, "Darling, do you have anything to do?" Behrooz raised his eyebrows and said Harry! Neda frowned, Yahoo hit Behrooz hard in the middle of his leg! Behrooz fell to the ground and said calmly, "I will kill you. Neda laughed and said, "This is the ridiculous punishment and gentleness of your Excellency!" Now, like me, you can sit on the right side for a while! Then he waved his hand and said, "Bye bye, Behrooz, my son" laughed and left the house. Behrooz also turned to himself on the floor in pain.
Neda was sitting in the yard with her friend. Her friend Arum pointed at her. Neda's gaze turned to that side. The same boy she had talked to that day. Arum came out of the complex in the same strange style. شد. Neda's friend calmed down and said with a laugh, "This guy is crazy!" Neda frowned and stared at the boy. You could see a special attraction in the boy's face. He wanted to know the reason for this. Neda's friend shouted and said, "What?" what are you looking at? Are they crazy? Neda smiled softly and said, "Not only does my sense of curiosity drive me crazy." His friend said do you want to try again? Neda laughed softly and said don't talk to me, it's clear from her face, this time she will kill us! His friend laughed and said that you are right, there are so many boys in this university, why should we laugh at this crazy person!
Behrooz finished her class. From morning till night, they hold hands with everyone. Finally, they protect me and the grandparents, the children of the people, and all the boys. They say that your goal is not to do anything but study! He walked slowly towards the exit as he walked slowly, took out his mobile phone and wrote an SMS: "Make less fun, the subjects will not end!" Sent for Neda. After university, he came out and looked around. The weather was close to dark. The streets were crowded.
Half an hour later, Neda said goodbye to everyone. The weather was getting dark. Her friend told her to go with her. Empty chair did not see anything! Slowly he moved to the exit and said another strange move! When he came out of the university, he started walking slowly, thinking about everything and everything, from Behrooz to his friend's university house, and finally to something else, and that was nothing but the strange look and style of that boy! Her daughters' curiosity was aroused. In the street, everyone was passing by her, or a beautiful piece was falling, or she wanted to give a number, or swear, or make fun of her,… But Neda, like all other girls, was used to it, and it had become normal for her. Neda was not a pedestrian, but even when she got off in front of them with a telephone taxi, you could still hear these strange noises! From the grocer and the neighbor boy to the sound of strange boys seems to have become a habit for all Iranian girls! In front of their own house, their friend's house. The important thing is that the voices of strangers should reach the ears of Iranian girls. As Neda was walking, the strangers' voices had increased and she really regretted her walking. She said in her heart what I had done wrong. After a lifetime, we wanted to walk 2 steps. There was no special telephone taxi for the two of them and they had to take a taxi along the street. A little later, Neda came to her senses and saw that there was traffic from the front to Karaj itself! And he realized another fact that on the side of the street for a taxi, it means the sign "I want to iron my young man"! And he remembered that an Iranian girl should not be on the street for a taxi because there are so many cars in front of him that traffic is created up to 6 streets down, and this is an extra inconvenience for the respected traffic police officers, and that's it! Neda nodded her head only in her mind saying I was wrong I came out of the university on foot! He was right. What right does an Iranian girl have to walk? Doesn't Babesh's inheritance street want to walk at all? Go to their bloody yard, if they do not have a yard, tie a shoe to their feet and run in the apartment, because that's what a girl deserves !!! According to all people, walking and this work belongs to young people, an Iranian girl should not do this !!! A few minutes later, a flood of cars turned into the Nile River because they were easy to spray! He looked around hesitantly. Beheshti) looked at his watch, it was 15 minutes, it was easy and N people were braking in front of the sprayer! At that moment, a silver Xantia calmly stepped forward and retreated a little. That's why he went slowly. A little later, he was very upset. The same boy from the same university was looking at him with a heavy look. He shouted at the window. Neda looked behind him, one was giving a light, one was shouting, one was saying a 30-toman dog eater, one was pointing, one was sending a kiss, one was waiting for Neda to go to him, and داشت his eyes were wide open, he was right outside, because in the Horn of Africa Was not! He looked at his university son and said, "You are right, I'm sorry to bother you." The boy smiled and said, "They do not deserve more." Then he bent down and opened the door from inside. You could not hear it either! جنده .. The killer بالا high price… was mine Persia's that Xantia's for this م cream in your mouth… and… Neda hurriedly closed the door, tears were collected in the eyes of the Iranian girl because the Iranian boy had calmly connected his mother's sister!
The boy also went to university. Neda looked at him under his eye. The curiosity of his daughters was bothering him strangely! He wanted to know more than he did. He wanted to know the reason for all this strange style. Shame and modesty, and of course the memory of her boyfriend, made her not move her tongue, but on the other hand, the vulgar girl justifications that exist in the heads of all girls caused her to violate and justify logical arguments! Finally, he could not overcome the curiosity and, like all other girls, the vulgar justification and his daughters won! Arum asked Sami, what are your real names? The boy nodded with the same frown. Neda paused for a moment and said, "Mr. Sami, how many more?" Sami Arum said the third semester of civil engineering. Neda nodded and said very well. A few minutes later, Neda Arum said, "Mr. Sami, can I ask a question?" If the answer was difficult or you did not want to answer, do not face it at all, say no! Sami Arum said, "Ask." Neda looked up and said all the questions that had been on her mind for a long time! He even told the story of that day that he and his friend wanted to shake hands! Sami nodded and said okay! You are a great confessor! Neda laughed softly and said, "That's all the girls!" Sami paused and answered all of Neda's questions one by one and with a certain calmness. Neda was stunned by his words and Sami makes extraordinary arguments to justify his strange morals! When he finished, he looked at Neda and said, "Has the girls' sense of curiosity subsided now?" Neda lowered her head and said quietly, "Well, yes!" I am relieved! Sami laughed softly and said, "Well, good night, sleep well!" Neda laughed and said yes, exactly! A few minutes later, Sami said to Neda, "Where is your blood?" I will take you, Neda said, "No, Morsi, there is nothing left. I will take a taxi." Aren't you afraid to remember the driving crane? Neda laughed and said we girls are used to it! Sami nodded and said, "That's what I'm saying, so you better tell me which way to go soon!" Neda paused and wanted to say no, but she was not afraid of the outside and the community, and she said quietly, "If I do not disturb you, leave this place."
Half an hour later, Sami followed Neda to the alley. Neda looked at him and said, "Thank you, Mr. Sami. You were very kind." Neda smiled sweetly, said with permission, and went to Sami's house, thought to herself for a moment, and moved slowly. As Neda approached the house, she thought of Sami's words, how they dealt with everything, but something bothered her. A girl's feeling bothered her a lot, a feeling that was present in all the girls and that was nothing but anxiety! Behrooz never had the right to have a social encounter with even a girl, but Neda was very comfortable with these encounters and her example is Sami! Neda paused the key in the door, the monster inside her pulled her tongue and told her variety! Variety! Variety! Neda nodded and went inside the house. But what was diversity? Diversity was in fact the inner desire of every girl…
At the end of the night, Neda was lying on her bed, her mind spinning rapidly around the issues that had arisen. The modesty and nature of her daughters did not allow her to endure a moment of betrayal of Behrooz, but the monster inside her cried out with power for variety! Variety! Variety! A strange anxiety had filled all the tension. His heart wanted to pay attention to the new opposite sex that had a tremendous effect on his mind, but they also had the exact opposite point. A soft conscience of the girls told him that in 1 year you love well-being and in this 1 year you always shake hands with your university boy friends, everything is normal as always, why should you think this boy is different from the others? Are you selling an old love to a girl lust (variety)? Hey, the monster inside him was muttering, hey, his daughters' conscience was answering, but there was no judge to say who was right! The weakness of a girl's decision was clearly evident at this moment…
At that moment, Behrooz was lying on his bed. The clock was moving fast on the honeycomb table next to him and he was screaming. Tick Tick Tick Tick. Was! He put his hand on his face, took a deep breath and said, "Why did I become like this?" Isn't Neda like that? His heart was empty, he picked up his mobile phone and sent an SMS to Neda ابی There was no answer, he called several times, but he did not answer again! Behrooz was very scared and said, "Did something happen to him?" He walked in his room for 1 hour, turned on his small recording in a confused state, and "Abi" shouted loudly.
Lead stars خ Silent lanterns… Menu cry attack… Forget you…
You got wings and feathers to pick stars
You gave me the soil of this homelessness again
Minutes without you tired birds
Empty mirrors Close gates…
If you had not gone, the road would be full of songs
The alley was full of lyric poems going towards you
If you had not gone, I would not have cried…
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The next morning, Behrooz hurried to the university. In the yard, he was sitting in a corner with a frown of unhappiness. I wanted to be alone. Behrooz Pashd Jaloush Vasad looked around for a while, it was early in the morning, it was not too crowded, then he stared at Neda and said, "Did you not understand? Didn't you realize that I was walking in my room like crazy in the morning? Neda Arum said, "Behrooz, give me the right. My soul was broken." Behrooz laughed. Behrooz hit him hard in the ear. Neda gathered in his eyes with disbelief. Behrooz looked at him and said, "I mean, I was miserable until morning. You could have sent an SMS last night and said, "My heart is not 1000 ways, could you?" Neda put her hand on her face, nodded her head, said nothing, and went to the complex.
Behrooz, the head of the class, was thinking about his harsh treatment of Neda. True, Neda was wrong, but Behrooz should not have gone crazy either. However, girls do not have the deep understanding of boys and make emotional decisions at all. Surely Behrouz had slapped Neda with love. If he did not love her, why should he be worried like this?
At that moment, Neda was at the head of the class with her hand on her face, thinking with hatred of that moment of anger. Why should it be updated? Was it a reason for Behrooz to be angry that Neda had a period? Behrooz had gone a little fast, but a girl never understood from the depths why her love was so angry, she just put some irrational justification in her head and said that she did not like me for doing this! And Neda had exactly the same thoughts as the other girls! The head of the class kept telling himself that Behrooz does not like me. Behrooz does not understand me. Behrooz does not understand my words. Behrooz… But alas, these were excuses that fill every girl's mind…
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2 weeks later…
Behrooz was lying on the bed of his room, his hand was under his head, he was staring at the ceiling of his room, all the good and bad memories were passing in front of his eyes. He felt that Neda had become cold with him, that he was no longer an old voice, that he was no longer a passionate love. He smiled and said that there is nothing wrong with it. He must have personal problems. He does not want to tell me that I should not let him have a bad time. He picked up his cell phone, wrote an SMS, "I love you," and sent it to Neda. A few minutes later, the SMS "I am the same" came. Behrooz took a deep breath, smiled and said, "My whole life." Then close his eyes safely and comfortably and rest a little…
At that moment, Neda was lying on the bed of her room, thinking to herself, to Behrooz, to the love she had for what happened to the monster inside her, who said variety! To the conscience of his daughters, because of his daughters' arguments, and… the next day, his cell phone rang, he paused, he answered his cell phone, he made a warm and intimate news, he spoke for the last time, he sent 2 strong kisses, he hung up the phone. He closed his eyes and thought. A boy's voice came from behind the phone, but Behrooz was asleep! So surely the voice of a strange but familiar boy came…
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2months later…
It was half open in the apartment. Neda slowly opened the door, came into the house and closed the door behind her. He looked around, the house was luxurious and beautiful, he went slowly, he looked at the tasteful decor of the house, he admired this superior taste in his heart. At that moment a voice came. Sami, while closing the buttons of his shirt, came to him with a beautiful smile and said, "Welcome." Then he himself went to the reception hall and sat on a sofa. Come on. Neda came to the reception hall, sat on the sofa, laughed and said, "I'm not complimenting, I was thinking." Sami smiled and said, "So what?" The first time you came to our house, can you leave the compliments now? Dad people from the cold! Neda smiled and said, "Oh, how busy are you?" Then he came and sat next to Sami, took his hand and said, "What do you know?" I haven't seen Behrooz for a long time. Do you see Behrooz at university? Sami Arum confirmed that he had seen her many times, he was very in himself, he was alone, I see his friend a lot, but Behrooz is never among them. Neda thought for a moment and said, "Let go." A little later, Neda said, "Sami, we are dead from unemployment. Turn on the tape recorder." Sami laughed and went to turn on the recording. He left a happy song. Sami said so! Neda laughed, pulled her hand away, went to a corner, started dancing, and you started moaning…
Behrouz was sitting on a bench in the park, looking at his pack of cigarettes. He was still smoking a few cigarettes. In his heart he said that he went to understand that he went, it is better that he should go. But alas, these are all slogans. When a boy breaks from the inside, he has no mercy…
Neda and Sami cut the women's breath by leaning against the wall because they were dancing so much! Neda laughed and said, "Sami, how much are you, aunt?" You dance more than adultery! Sami laughed in front of Neda and stared at his face. He said, "I learned from my girlfriend." Then he slowly turned his head and stared forward.
Sami removed his lips from Neda's lips. Neda stared at him for a moment. He thought for a moment, but still, as always, he did not have the power of lust in front of him. He locked his hand behind Sami's back and pulled it tightly towards him.
Behrooz was sitting on a park bench. The air was slowly getting darker. His heart was pounding strangely.
Neda was lying on the bed. Sami kissed her on the lips. He put his hand on Neda's unique body and ate her breasts from her clothes. Neda closed her eyes. He put his hand in the middle of her legs. A smile of satisfaction engraved on Neda's lips. He opened his legs. He pressed himself to Sami's hands. A few moments later, Sami picked up Neda, helping each other take off their clothes. Sami looked at Neda's shapely breasts and said, "This is it!" Neda laughed and said yours! Sami seemed to be waiting for the same word. They put Neda to sleep again. She ate her breasts with a certain craving. Neda moaned all over the house and pressed herself harder against Sami than before. A few moments later Neda trembled and was satisfied. Sami was still down, he said quietly how soon! Neda said helplessly, "This is what happens when you carry like a hungry person." Sami laughed and said, "Now it's your turn." Neda Arum said, "Let me remember. A few minutes later, Sami had taken a spray and was walking around with himself. Neda came to her senses for a while and sat down on the bed. Do you want to commit a crime? Sami laughed and said, "How did you know?" Neda looked at him and said it was not clear at all. Sami came to Neda and sat on the bed and said start! Neda smiled in front of her legs, knelt down, leaned her head forward, gently pulled her to the tip with her tongue, then slowly began to suck Sami. She was leaning on her neighbors. Her voice could be heard. It didn't matter, Sami's voice took over the house, he just kept working hard and with strength. 10 minutes later, Neda took it out of his mouth and said, "I suffocated." Now let go of the shoe. Neda looked and said, "I was emptying a spray, too. That's it." She lay down on the bed. Takht Arum started pumping. Neda had bitten her lips tightly. A little later, Sami felt that if he continued like this, he should be at work until the Day of Judgment! He told Neda not to close your eyes! Then he dropped his weight, pumped hard. Neda screamed. Sami said it's not time, we'll make it up next time! Half an hour later, Sami put Kirsch on Neda's stomach, nodded a little, and was satisfied. Neda, who was satisfied 3 times, took a deep breath and said, "I'm dying." Sami laughed and said, "I think it was original!" After the washing method, he went to Neda Arum's bathroom. Pashd went in front of the mirror and looked at himself. His middle leg was swollen. It was as if his skin was peeling off! He stared at himself in the mirror, looked at his delicate body, how it had not been left in a healthy place.
Behrooz was walking in the park. A young man was sitting on a bench. Behrooz looked at him. Since Neda had left him and Behrooz came to the park from the confusion of the evenings, he had always seen this young man, but he did not pay attention to him. He threw it, walked to a corner, and left.
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As the days went by, Neda had become closer to Sami. Behrooz had completely forgotten everyone, even the friends who would not have died one day without him. Anyway, this is the way of life, either with us or on us! Behrooz had finished his class. He was walking towards the exit. Yahoo saw Neda coming out of the door. He made a phone call and then a quiet corner. Behrooz was staring at him from a distance. His curiosity had cut him off. At that moment, a boy next to Neda Vasad said something. Neda turned his back on him. The boy was still talking. Neda went a few steps further. He speaks! Anyway, from our point of view, Iran, every girl who is waiting on the street is safe from everyone's point of view! Now he wants to wait for his friend, his father, his mother, or anyone else. The important thing is that waiting on the side of the street means that he is young and sells fruit, from groceries and non-groceries to addicts, and everyone stares at him. Jealousy pressed on Behrooz's throat, but he was not ashamed. The lamb in front of the boy also said something to Neda. Neda also looked around in fear and horror. Behrooz rolled up his sleeves and his zeal had boiled his blood, but he was saying to himself, "No, no, we do not have that installation. Do not make yourself small." The boy did not care and continued. Yahoo Behrooz lost control. He attacked the annoying boy until he went to see who was calling him. A few moments later, Behrooz let go of the boy and went back to all of this in less than 30. It happened for 40 seconds and everyone was stunned and amazed. The annoying boy had fallen to the ground. Blood was pouring from everywhere. Neda had left his mouth open. He was looking at Behrooz. Looking further! The boy was spinning on the ground, blood was dripping from his head and face. The movie had reached its climax with a zealous compatriot laughing with joy at what had happened! Especially the last move! One of the same compatriots shouted with zeal, I called 110, now they are gathering among each of them, go! The rest do not hurt to say loudly that they ruined the country !! Behrouz laughed at himself and lived. He could have run away, but because he had done so because of his honor, nothing mattered to him. No call to sell it, even the moment he was leaning against the wall, he was waiting for the car, and his zealous compatriots were constantly stabbing him in the face, and… a moment later, the car was patrolled. Was looking patrol officer came forward said what happened? Behrooz said that he had disturbed my honor. The officer looked at the double cut and said, "So where is he?" Behrooz threw his head down and said he was gone! Compatriots with zeal, laughing and tearing him to pieces, turned to the officer and said, "First of all, I do not see any honor. Didn't wait to testify that you were not in trouble? Secondly, he was not bothered at all, even if his honor was killing you in front of your eyes, you should still call us to come, not to be stubborn !!! Behrouz looked at the officer in disbelief and preferred not to answer! But he did not give up and said quietly, "If I called you, that there would be nothing left of my honor until you came, would you be 1 hour late at the time of the murder, and then come sooner to harass me?" The officer frowned and said, "Shut up. People like you are being dragged everywhere in the mud."
The night opened in the detention center. The soldier called Behrooz and he went out. The guard officer pulled Behrooz aside and looked at Behrooz with a bruised face. Behrooz nodded. The officer said, "Listen, motherfucker, if you put the pot out, say a word of gold. What happened here? We will make a case for you. Behrooz confirmed with his head again. The guard officer brought me. Behrooz said behind his back, "Tell me your face, too. He was punched in a fight."
In front of the police station, Behrooz told his father that he was tired and that he was going to take a walk.
Behrooz Aram was walking with himself, but only his body was on the ground. His pride was so broken that he could not breathe. An hour later, in the same permanent park, he sat down on a bench, lit a cigarette, and thought hard. Neda had reached the highest level of insolence and Behrooz was really right. Arum was smoking his cigarette, staring at the ground, and a few drops of tears fell on his cheeks.
Neda was lying on the bed in her room, thinking to herself about Behrooz's work, that Behrooz had shown his zeal to everyone with all his being, but Sami did not even ask him what had happened! Now, when he compared Sami and Behrooz, he saw that maybe Behrooz was not a rich kid, maybe Behrooz was not a certain brand of clothes, maybe Behrooz did not raise his eyebrows and did not style his hair! But Behrouz had many other things that the likes of Sami did not have a single bit of. Neda was confused and felt that the diversity of the girls had taken her heart! But he himself did not know what he wanted to do!
Behrouz Arum was walking in the park. He was out of breath. As he was walking, someone in the dark said that cannabis, heroin, crystal sticks are all kinds of pills. This was the familiar voice of the same old boy that Behrooz had seen 10 times in the park and ignored. But this time, doubt took over his whole being. He wanted to empty the complexities of life in his head and the world in a way. had found. He went slowly to the boy and said to him, "I'm tired. I want to forget everything." The boy chuckled. He took a small piece of plastic from his pocket and took 2 cigarettes to Behrooz. Behrooz looked at the cigarettes and said in surprise, "Is this it?" That cigarette! The boy laughed and said, "They call him 'cannabis,' 'grass,' 'a thousand,' 'bang,' 'a smoker.' Behrooz paused and took 2 cigarettes from the boy and said how much is it? The boy said be our guest? Behrooz said no, the boy thought for a moment and said, "This is the first time I want to give your customer a stick." Behrooz took 1000 tomans out of his pocket and gave it to him. According to the boy, he was taking a deep breath. Behrooz had just found out why it was called grass! The cigarette had reached the middle of it. Behrooz felt that the first environment was spinning around his head! Neda remembered to smoke with more craving! He threw away his cigarette butt and stared into the darkness in a corner. He felt how many people were walking there. Arum was talking to himself and laughing. A little later, Yehu remembered Neda. He stared at the ground and got up. He was crying.
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1months later…
Neda was sitting on a chair in the university yard, thinking. Rosa was not bored at all, anxiety had filled her whole being. His friend called him. Neda said yes? He said, "Come, I have a card." What did Neda say in disbelief? His friend laughed and said, "How is Sami?" Neda said, "I do not know. I did not see him today. Now tell me something." His friend looked at him, took his hand, took him to the university, and said, "Here it is." Neda said no! His friend laughed and said in a special way that they are Sami Joon's girlfriends! What does it mean for girls to look at each other in surprise? Neda's friend said that Sami has a trip with all 2 tattoos, that's it! Neda laughed and said, "It is impossible for me to know Sami well. Do not talk to me at all." One of the girls said, "By the way, I have the same opinion!" 3 girls looking at each other with frown and anger One of the girls said, "Where is Sami himself?" Neda Arum said that class is coming at noon. The girl counted. She said that Sami came and let me know. Neda's friend stared at Neda and said, "Do you know what happened to you?" Neda said no hesitantly. His friend said that it was not the custom of the times because of a zealous lying boy who, with 3 friends like you, let go of the love of reality. Neda was heartbroken and said what happened? Where is Behrooz? His friend turned his back on him and said, "You don't know, then it's better. Then he slowly walked away from her." His friend turned around and looked at him. He said that Behrooz had been expelled from the university. Neda said in fear, "Why?" His friend laughed and said addiction! Then he turned his back and left. Neda could not believe what she heard. She leaned against the wall. The world was spinning around her. A strange shock had hit her. She calmed down. Neda Arum wiped her tears and said, "Behrouz, God answer you," and called again. This time, someone picked up the phone. Neda said in a hurry, "Hello?" Update yourself? A stranger boy said who is Behrooz? Neda said, "Isn't this Mr. Behrooz's number?" The boy said, "Miss, this number has been assigned. Please do not call!" Neda hung up the phone, she had stopped crying, but alas, there is not always time to make up for it…
Neda, even though she was in a worse condition, could not wait for Sami to return to the university. Sami came to the university at noon. Neda hurried to the university. Sami laughed and said, "Hello." He threw it in his face and said, "Name me one more time. Everything you saw with your own eyes, you saw garbage, so your nature." Next run fast towards the exit. His friend, who had seen this incident, ran quickly after him. The street downstairs reached him. He held him by force. He said, "Wait." Neda cried. But if you miss Behrooz, I will call my grandfather (he used to be a close friend of Behrooz) and ask him where he can find him. Shall we go together? Neda nodded and said, "God forbid, ask her right now." Her friend took out her cell phone. She talked to her brother. Their blood stays there most of the time.
Neda was filling up by sunset. Her friend called and told her to be in front of the park for another half an hour. Half an hour later, Neda and her friend were in front of the park. Do we forget to go later? Neda nodded and her friend pulled her hand away. Going inside the park for a while. There was no sign of Behrooz. All these people here. His brother said something. He hung up the phone. His friend took Neda's hand. Going to a secluded corner. The air was near darkness. The red light of the sun was red everywhere. His friend gently pointed to Neda. He was sitting and staring at the ground. He was holding a cigarette in his hand. He was slowly shaking his head nervously. He was talking to himself. Under Neda's laughter, he looked at Behrooz's stressed face. He could not believe that this old love was the same as that of a 25-year-old boy. His friend shouted and shouted at him, "Neda came back, but it was too late." Neda went in front of Behrooz and stared at him. Neda wiped her tears and said it is not an illusion, I am dreaming. Are you really that good? Behrooz left Josh, got closer, slowly touched Neda's body, jumped back, said, "No illusion, no illusion," Neda cried, "Behrooz, God bless you, everything is over. He gently touched his eye. He went back again. He touched his eye again. Yehu started running as fast as he could get away from there.
Do not travel, my sun, do not leave me, do not go… Your absence, my death, do not go on this journey…
