Someone who was like my grandfather raped me

Hello, my name is 20 years old. I wrote this story here because I was afraid to tell it to another person and on the other hand it was heavy on my heart. I will write for the first time if it was bad. My mother sent me to my empty house to do some work for a while. The first two or three days did not bother me much, but little by little, her behavior changed. One night, Khalem became ill. That night, my aunt's husband was on a night shift. When my aunt slept, I went to my room to sleep. My eyes were just getting heavy. Alki Dadzan, you are the only one who is bored, I could not escape everything I did, I asked for my clothes in the sea, but I got under my hand, but the dirt was locked in my room. Ten minutes later, Dadasht had made up, but he was just laughing. He came and took me by the hand and threw me on the bed. I shouted, but to no avail, because my room was upstairs. He took me by the hand and took me to my shirt. He forced me to take a look at my body. He whispered in my ear. He took off his clothes with my pants. When he took off his shorts, I was very scared. He brought the curse in front of my mouth and told me to eat, but I did not accept. He cursed her head. I was just crying. I begged him to lower my legs. I put my hand on my legs. Under my stomach, I felt my back, I was just screaming, but she was not feeling well. I was dying from pain. He continued his work, and finally, after a few minutes, he got up from the room and came to me. And he said, "I love you, I want you to be my wife, so do not be sad, but these words could not cause me to lose my reputation. On the other hand, I did not care, because I knew it was all a lie.