Inability to communicate

I have been so upset since I was a child that you do not look at my wife. She is now 21 years old and I can not communicate with any opposite sex in any way. That was when I ate the first lip and the first breast of my life. The girl was very Kerry. Now I think about her. I feel bad. I became friends with her, but when I became friends with her, I thought I had no feelings for her. The place was in the third year of high school. I left school and went to work as a saleswoman. The place of work was full of saleswoman girls. I also had time for all the men at workI was looking for that girl, but I was intimate with her until I came back. I was on the same route. We used to go back to the subway. It was the first love of my life. At the height of our friendship, Yahoo hit me. I was fired. What was I doing? I did not have wool in my pocket either. I was attracted to a girl for a few months because she herself did not make any stroking movements at all. I did not know how to do it. I was friends with her for 2 days. I did not want to go and be friends with anyone. This Chadoria was at our place of work. I offered it to him through a neighbor's colleague, and he accepted, and we became friends because I did not look at him very carefully. When I first looked carefully at his face, I said what I ate gay, I regretted it at first, but because I was afraid of being alone, our friendship lasted a long time, he became a close friend I was drunk with his girlfriend. We were drunk one night. He said, "Let's propose marriage." I said, "OK." I'm still single, of course I'm not lying about the latter because I had proposed to him, I had seen him play, I've been playing for 3 year now, I've been with no one, I'm gone, Mr. Hamsadeh, you wrote in a red hat.