The worst sex of my life with a married man

Hi, most of them say the best sex here, but I want to say the worst. It was Mehr. I became friends with him. He had a wife and children. We used to have sex 9 to 10 times a day. Of course, this did not happen more than once, until the end of the year, when he changed his behavior. He recognized that I was enjoying the relationship that was all over me. Now there was nothing left. He called me one night and said, "Come on, my blood is not my wife. And as I was taking off my shoes, he was covering my neck with a mask. I did not understand how I got to bed. He took me so fast. He told me to go and get a condom. Until I brought the condom, I was stupid again, he came quickly, he didn't even kiss meHe told me to eat. I told myself not to let go of the fights and conflicts of these few days and to forget so that we could have good sex together. I also started eating as soon as he got up. Let's not let it pump. I was in the sky. He pumped a little. He pulled me out. I ate less than a minute ago, he told me to sleep on my back, I told him to let me breathe, he said it was time to sleep, I went to sleep on my back again, I fell asleep from behind, I wonder how he got it right, I hate that sex so much that I do not want to define it. I went and washed myself. I got dressed. The time I looked was 6 minutes to 20, that is, two rounds of sex. In half an hour, I told him a hundred times that I hate sex in a hurry. After that incident, we had sex again, but we no longer had any feelings. We were just two animals.After that incident, I went to a psychiatrist and at my own insistence, I took a drug to reduce sexual desire. I became a psychic, she only dances as a cat, for me, every day, a cute, every day, I sing with this heart, what can I do with this, I wish I did not be friends, my lady, do not befriend a married man like me Bad from your life to forget it was not my right I did not really want it because of money and everything else I did wrong I wrote wrong