The first spark awake

Dear erotic members, hello, honestly, I am not a novelist, but I would love to write. And I started 36 years ago. Give me a lot. We swear at each other when we have no one but ourselves. I thought a lot about what to write first so that you do not start swearing very easily, but now that I started writing, it occurred to me that there is no problem. If you are empty with your insults, write. I will try to tell you about my first memories, and if it is welcomed, I will write to you until the present time, but my original memory was about 25 or 10 years old, and I was very positive and like my peers. I was not myself and I was always in the Quran meeting and my best entertainment was those meetings and we rarely played small flowers with the children in my neighborhood. He would finish me off and always entertain me with food and fruit the last time I wentThe hall on one of the refrigerators there was a game machine that the elders used to remember to be awake. In that TV show, one of its sections used the same game. I was telling one of the staff who was there that this is for whom he said it is not for anyone. Do you want me to be stupid? I said with all taste. I have a meeting near here, I will take it before the meeting, sir, I was unaware of everything, when I arrived, there was no one in the good hall, and he took me out of the shutters without anything. As soon as he took me to the safe place, he kissed me and bastard He took a bite from my lip, I was crying slowly and he was taking me down from where he was on the stairs, and of course there were one or two other people who could not enter the affair, I do not remember him pulling my pants down by force or saying and I myself took my pants up I knelt down, but to say the least, he started kicking me and I cried at the same time, or I do not breathe, but the last sentence I said there was that I was telling our family and the other side after this word or maybe after the water came and dropped me and immediately gave me the device and I came out like that and went to the Quran meeting While I could smell a strange smell in my pants and body and I felt that there was a strange wetness on my feet, I did not understand and I wish I did not understand and I really did not understand, I do not know where that person is, I do not know if he is alive or dead, but I always say oh God There was a spark in my innocent life and I am now an evil demon that one or two of these sparks in my life set a huge fire in me. The next spark.