The story of my life from childhood to youth with my love

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ﯾﺎﺩﻡ ﻣﯿﺎﺩ ﮐﻪ ﺑﭽﻪ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﺣﺪﻭﺩﻩ 6 ﺳﺎﻝ.ﺍﺻﻼ ﻧﻤﯿﺪﻭﻧﺴﺘﻢ ﻭ ﻭ ﺣﺎﻝ ﭼﯽ ﻫﺴﺘﻦ.ﺑﺎﺑﺎﻡ ﺟﺪﯾﺪﺍ ﺑﺎ ﯾﮑﯽ ﺩﻭﺳﺖ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﮐﻪ ﺑﺎﻫﻢ ﺭﺍﺑﻄﻪ ﺧﻮﺏ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﺗﻘﺮﯾﺒﺎ ﻫﻔﺘﻪ ﺍﯼ 3 ﺑﺎﺭ ﻣﯿﺮﻓﺘﯿﻢ ﺧﻮﻧﺸﻮﻥ ﺍﻟﺒﺘﻪ ﻫﻢ ﻣﯿﻮﻣﺪﻥ.ﺗﺎ ﺍﯾﻦ ﮐﻪ ﺷﺐ ﮐﻪ ﺧﻮﻧﺸﻮﻥ ﺑﻮﺩﯾﻢ ﺑﻮﺩﯾﻢ ﻣﻌﻤﻮﻝ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺳﺮﺍﻍ ﺑﺎﺯﯼ ﺩﺧﺘﺮ ﻭ ﭘﺴﺮﺵ ﮐﻪ ﺗﻘﺮﯾﺒﺎ ﻫﻢ ﻫﻢ ﺳﻦ ﺑﻮﺩﻥ ﭘﺴﺮﻩ.ﭘﺴﺮﻩ 2 ﺳﺎﻝ ﮐﻮﭼﯿﮏ ﺗﺮ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻫﻢ ﻫﻢ 1 ﺍﺯﻡ ﺍﺯﻡ ﺑﺰﺭﮒ ﺑﻮﺩ.ﺭﻓﺘﯿﻢ ﺗﻮ ﺍﺗﺎﻕ ﯾﮑﻢ ﺑﺎ ﺑﺎﺯﯼ ﻫﺎ ﻫﺎ ﺑﺎﺯﯼ ﮐﻪ ﯾﻬﻮ ﭘﺴﺮﻩ ﻻﻣﭗ ﺍﺗﺎﻕ ﺭﻭ ﺧﺎﻣﻮﺵ ﺧﺎﻣﻮﺵ ﮐﺮﺩ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ.ﮔﻔﺘﻢ مسعود ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﺭﻭ ﺧﺮﺍﺏ ﻧﮑﻦ ﮔﻔﺖ ﺧﺎﻣﻮﺵ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ ﺗﺎ ﺷﻤﺎ 2 ﺗﺎ ﺑﺎﺯﯼ ﻧﮑﻨﯿﺪ ﺗﺎ ﻣﻦ ﻣﯿﺮﻡ ﺟﯿﺶ ﻭ ﺑﯿﺎﻡ ﺑﯿﺎﻡ.ﺧﻼﺻﻪ ﮐﺮﺩ ﮐﺮﺩ ﻭ ﺭﻓﺖ.ﻣﻦ ﻣﻮﻧﺪﻡ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ.ﮐﻨﺎﺭﻩ ﻫﻢ ﺗﻮ ﺗﺎﺭﯾﮑﯽ ﺑﻮﺩﯾﻢ ﻭ ﺻﺪﺍﯼ ﺧﻨﺪﻩ ﻭ ﮔﭗ ﺑﺎﺑﺎﻫﺎﻣﻮﻥ ﺗﻮ ﭘﺬﯾﺮﺍﯾﯽ ﻣﯿﻮﻣﺪ ﺑﺎﻣﯿﻨﺎ.ﺑﺎﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺑﻮﺩﯾﻢ ﺑﻮﺩﯾﻢ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﯿﻢ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﯿﻢ ﺣﺮﻑ ﺑﺎﺑﺎﻫﺎ ﮔﻮﺵ ﻣﯿﺪﺍﺩﯾﻢ.ﻣﯿﻨﺎﺑﺎﺩﺳﺘﺶ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ ﺑﺎ ﭘﺎﻫﺎﻡ ﺑﺎﺯﯼ ﻣﯿﮑﺮﺩ ﮐﻪ ﺁﺭﻭﻡ ﺑﻪ ﺑﻪ ﻻ.ﯾﻌﻨﯽ ﮐﯿﺮﻡ! ﯾﮑﻢ ﻣﺎﻟﯿﺪﺵ ﻣﻨﻢ ﻣﯿﺪﻭﻧﺴﺘﻢ ﻣﯿﺪﻭﻧﺴﺘﻢ ﺩﺍﺭﻩ ﺑﺪﯼ ﺍﻣﺎ ﭼﻮﻥ ﺧﻮﺷﻢ ﺧﻮﺷﻢ ﻫﯿﭽﯽ ﻧﮕﻔﺘﻢ ﻧﺎﮔﻬﺎﻥ.ﻧﺎﮔﻬﺎﻥ ﺩﺭ ﺍﺗﺎﻕ ﺑﺎﺯ ﺷﺪ ع مسعود ﺁﻣﺪ ﻭ ﻻﻣﭗ ﺭﻭ ﺭﻭﺷﻦ ﮐﺮﺩﻥ ﮐﺮﺩﻥ ﮔﻔﺖ ﺍﺩﺍﻣﻪ ﺑﺎﺯﯼ… ﻣﻦ ﻧﻤﯿﻮﻣﺪﺑﺎﺯﯼ ﻧﻤﯿﻮﻣﺪﺑﺎﺯﯼ ﮐﻨﯿﻢ ﺩﻟﻢ ﻣﯿﺨﻮﺍﺳﺖ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺑﺎﺯﻡ ﮐﯿﺮﻡ ﺑﻤﺎﻟﻪ.ﺧﻼﺻﻪ ﺍﻭﻥ ﮔﺬﺷﺖ ﮔﺬﺷﺖ.ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺯﻭﻥ ﺑﯿﺸﺘﺮ ﺩﯾﺪﺍﺭﻩ ﺩﯾﺪﺍﺭﻩ ﺷﺪﻡ ﺷﺐ.ﺷﺐع ﮐﻪ ﺭﻓﺘﯿﻢ ﺧﻮﻧﺸﻮﻥ مسعود ﻭ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺧﻮﺍﺏ ﺑﻮﺩﻥ ﺣﺪﻭﺩ ﺳﺎﻋﺖ 8 ﺑﻮﺩ.ﺑﺎﺑﺎﺵ ﮔﻔﺖ ﺭﻓﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩﻥ ﺑﯿﺮﻭﻥ ﺍﺯ ﺧﻮﺍﺑﯿﺪﻥ ﺧﻮﺍﺑﯿﺪﻥ.ﻣﻨﻢ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺑﯿﺪﺍﺭﺷﻮﻥ ﮐﻨﻢ ﺑﺎﺯﯼ ﮐﻪ ﯾﻪ ﻓﮑﺮﯼ ﺑﻪ ﺳﺮﻡ ﮐﻪ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺭﻭ ﺑﯿﺪﺍﺭ ﮐﻨﻢ ﺍﻣﺎ مسعود ﻧﻪ! ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺭﻭ ﺁﺭﻭﻡ ﺑﯿﺪﺍﺭ ﻭ ﻭ ﺍﯾﻨﮑﻪ ﺍﺯ ﺍﺯ ﺩﯾﺪﻧﻢ ﺧﻮﺷﺤﺎﻝ ﺷﺪ. Masoud was still sleeping. We went to an empty room. . First, we went to play with the toys, I noticed that it was not like before, I felt something better. ﺍﻧﮕﺎﺭ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺍﺯ ﻣﻦ ﺑﻮﺩ ﮔﻔﺖ.ﮔﻔﺖ ﺑﯿﺎ ﺩﮐﺘﺮﺕ ﺑﺸﻢ ﺩﮐﺘﺮ ﺑﺎﺯﯼ ﮐﻨﯿﻢ.ﺧﻮﺷﻢ ﻧﯿﻮﻣﺪ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﻧﻪ ﺍﻣﺎ ﭼﻮﻥ ﺯﯾﺎﺩ ﮔﻔﺖ ﻣﺠﺒﻮﺭ ﺷﺪﻡ.ﻣﻦ ﺩﺭﺍﺯ ﮐﺸﯿﺪﻡ ﺯﻣﯿﻦ ﺯﻣﯿﻦ ﻭ ﺁﻣﺪ ﺍﺯ ﻫﻤﻮﻥ ﮐﺎﺭﺍﯼ ﮐﺴﻞ ﮐﻨﻨﺪﻩ ﺩﮐﺘﺮﺍ ﺍﻧﺠﺎﻡ ﺍﻧﺠﺎﻡ ﮐﻪ ﻧﺎﮔﻬﺎﻥ ﮔﻔﺖ ﺷﻠﻮﺍﺭﺗﻮ ﺷﻠﻮﺍﺭﺗﻮ ﺑﯿﺎﺭ ﺑﻪ ﺑﻪ ﺑﻪ ﺑﻪ ﺑﺨﻮﺍﺏ ﺗﺎ ﺑﻬﺖ ﺁﻣﭙﻮﻝ ﺑﺰﻧﻢ ﺧﻮﺏ ﺷﻮﮐﻪ.ﺷﻮﮐﻪ ﺁﺧﻪ.ﺁﺧﻪ ﻓﻘﻂ ﭘﯿﺶ ﺑﺎﺑﺎﻡ ﻭ ﻣﺎﻣﺎﻧﻢ ﺭﻭﻡ ﺷﻠﻮﺍﺭﻡ ﺷﻠﻮﺍﺭﻡ ﺭﻭ ﺑﯿﺎﺭﻡ ﺑﯿﺎﺭﻡ.ﺩﯾﺪﻡ ﻧﺎﻣﺮﺩ ﻣﻬﻠﺖ ﻧﺪﺍﺩ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺭﻭ ﺭﻭ ﭘﺎﯾﯿﻦ ﻫﻤﺮﺍﻫﺶ ﺷﺮﺗﻢ ﺷﺮﺗﻢ ﺩﺭﻭﻣﺪ ﺩﺭﻭﻣﺪ ﭘﺸﺘﻢ ﺑﻬﺶ ﺷﮑﻤﻢ ﺯﻣﯿﻦ ﺯﻣﯿﻦ.ﭼﺸﺎﻣﻮ ﭼﻮﻥ ﭼﻮﻥ ﺧﺠﺎﻟﺖ ﻣﯿﮑﺸﯿﺪﻡ. ﻣﯿﻨﺎﻫﻢ ﺑﺎ ﺩﺳﺘﺎﺵ ﻟﭙﺎﯼ ﺑﺎﺯ ﺑﺎﺯ ﮐﺮﺩ ﺍﻧﮕﺸﺘﺸﻮ ﺑﻪ ﺳﻮﺭﺍﺥ ﺳﻮﺭﺍﺥ ﮐﻮﻧﻢ ﻣﻨﻢ.ﻣﻨﻢ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻢ ﯾﻪ ﺟﻮﺭﺍﯾﯽ ﺣﺎﻝ ﻣﯿﮑﺮﺩﻡ.ﯾﻪ ﺍﻧﮕﺸﺘﺶ ﺍﻧﮕﺸﺘﺶ ﺭﻭ ﺑﻪ ﺯﻭﺭ ﮐﻮﻧﻢ ﮐﺮﺩ ﮔﻔﺖ ﺍﯾﻨﻢ ﺁﻣﭙﻮﻝ ﺻﺒﺮﮐﻦ.ﺻﺒﺮﮐﻦ ﺯﯾﺎﺩ ﺩﺭﺩ ﻧﺪﺍﺭﻩ.ﻣﻦ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺷﺪﻡ ﺷﺪﻡ! ﺻﺪﺍﯼ مسعود ﮐﻪ ﮐﻪ ﺳﺮﯼ ﺍﺯ ﺍﺯ ﮐﻮﻧﻢ ﮐﺸﯿﺪ ﺑﯿﺮﻭﻥ ﻭﺟﻢ ﻭ ﺟﻮﺭﺷﺪﯾﻢ. ﻣﻦ ﺗﻮ ﺩﻧﯿﺎﯼ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﻧﺒﻮﺩﻡ ﺗﺎ ﮐﻪ ﮐﻪ ﺩﻓﻌﻪ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺧﻮﺩﺷﻮﻥ ﺁﻣﺪﻥ ﺧﻮﻧﻤﻮﻥ. Masoud was not with them. ﺭﻓﺘﯿﻢ ﺗﻮ ﺍﺗﺎﻕ ﻣﻦ.ﮐﻨﺎﺭﻫﻢ ﺩﺭﺍﺯﮐﺸﯿﺪﯾﻢ ﮐﻪ ﮔﻔﺖ ﺑﯿﺎ ﺩﮐﺘﺮﺑﺎﺯﯾﻤﻮﻥ ﺭﻭ ﺍﺩﺍﻣﻪ ﺑﺪﯾﻢ.ﻣﻦ ﻧﻪ ﻧﻪ.ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﯾﻪ ﭘﺘﻮ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﺑﺮﯾﻢ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺍﯾﻦ! ﺭﻓﺘﯿﻢ ﺯﯾﺮ ﭘﺘﻮﺩﺳﺘﻤﻮ ﺑﺮﺩﻡ ﻻﭘﺎﺵ ﺍﻧﺘﻈﺎﺭ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻢ ﺑﻪ ﺑﻪ ﯾﻪ ﺑﺨﻮﺭﻩ ﺍﻣﺎ ﭼﯿﺰﯼ ﻧﺒﻮﺩ! ﺁﺧﻪ ﻓﮑﺮﻣﯿﮑﺮﺩﻡ ﺩﺧﺘﺮﺍﻫﻢ ﺩﺍﺭﻥ.ﺷﻠﻮﺍﺭﺷﻮ ﺗﺎ ﺯﺍﻧﻮﺵ ﮐﺸﯿﺪﭘﺎﯾﯿﻦ ﺍﺯ ﻣﻨﻢ ﮐﺸﯿﺪ ﭘﺎﯾﯿﻦ.ﺩﺳﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺭﻭ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺩﺳﺖ ﺍﻭﻥ ﺭﻭ ﮐﯿﺮﻡ.ﻫﻤﺪﯾﮕﺮﻭ ﺣﺴﺎﺑﯽ ﻣﯿﻤﺎﻟﯿﺪﻡ ﺁﺥ ﭼﻪ ﺣﺎﻟﯽ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ ﻫﻨﻮﺯ.ﻫﻨﻮﺯ ﯾﻪ ﭼﯿﺰﺍﯾﯽ ﯾﺎﺩﻣﻪ.ﺍﻣﺎ ﺑﺪﺷﺎﻧﺴﯽ ﻫﻤﯿﺸﻪ ﺁﺩﻡ ﻫﺴﺖ ﻣﺎ.ﻣﺎ ﺑﺲ ﺑﺲ ﺗﻮ ﺗﻮ ﺳﺎﮐﺖ ﺑﻮﺩﯾﻢ ﮐﻪ ﺑﻘﯿﻪ ﺷﮏ ﺑﻮﺩﻥ ﺑﻮﺩﻥ.ﺩﺍﺷﺘﯿﻢ ﺣﺎﻝ ﻣﯿﮑﺮﺩﯾﻢ ﮐﻪ ﻧﺎﮔﻬﺎﻥ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﺮﻡ ﮐﻪ 9 ﺳﺎﻝ ﺍﺯﻡ ﺑﺰﺭﮒ ﺗﺮ ﺁﻣﺪ ﺗﻮ ﺗﻮ ﺍﺗﺎﻕ.ﺩﯾﺪﻣﺎ ﭘﺘﻮﺍﯾﻢ ﺁﻣﺪ.ﺁﻣﺪ ﺁﻣﺪ ﺭﻭ ﮐﺸﯿﺪ ﻭ ﺟﻔﺘﻤﻮﻥ ﻟﺨﺖ ﺩﯾﺪ ﺩﯾﺪ !!!

 

11 ﯾﻌﻨﯽ ﮔﺬﺷﺖ.ﯾﻌﻨﯽ 1 ﻣﺎﻩ ﭘﯿﺶ ﮐﻪ ﮐﻪ ﺑﺎﺑﺎﻡ ﻧﯿﺎﺯ ﺑﻪ ﯾﻪ ﻧﻔﺮ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ ﻭﺍﺳﻪ ﺳﺎﺧﺖ ﺧﻮﻧﻪ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺍﯾﻦ ﭼﯿﺰﺍ… ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ 11 ﺳﺎﻝ ﭘﯿﺶ ﻫﻢ ﻣﻌﻤﺎﺭ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﺎﺑﺎﻡ ﯾﺎﺩ ﺩﻭﺳﺖ ﻗﺪﯾﻤﯿﺶ ﻗﺪﯾﻤﯿﺶ ﮐﺮﺩ ﻭ 2 ﺗﺎﯾﯽ ﺭﻓﺘﯿﻢ ﺩﺭ ﺩﺭﺧﻮﻧﺸﻮﻥ ﺯﺩﯾﻢ ﺍﻣﺎ ﺍﻭﻧﺎ ﺍﻭﻧﺎ ﺍﻭﻧﺠﺎ ﻧﺒﻮﺩﻥ ﻧﺒﻮﺩﻥ ﻧﺒﻮﺩﻥ ﻧﺒﻮﺩﻥ! ﮔﺮﻓﺘﯿﻢ ﻭ ﺭﻓﺘﯿﻢ ﺩﻧﺒﺎﻟﺸﻮﻥ.ﺧﻼﺻﻪ ﺭﺳﯿﺪﯾﻢ ﺑﻪ ﯾﻪ ﺷﯿﮏ ﺷﯿﮏ ﮐﻪ ﺑﺎﺑﺎﻡ ﺩﺭ ﮔﻔﺖ ﻣﻨﺰﻝ ﻓﻼﻧﯽ ﮔﻔﺘﻦ ﺷﻤﺎ ﺷﻤﺎ? ﺧﻮﺩﺷﻮ ﻣﻌﺮﻓﯽ ﮐﺮﺩ.ﺑﺎﺑﺎﯾﻪ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﭘﺎﯾﯿﻦ ﭘﺎﯾﯿﻦ.ﻣﻦ ﻭ ﺑﺎﺑﺎﻡ 11 ﺳﺎﻝ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻧﺪﯾﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﯾﻤﺶ)! ﺑﻪ ﺩﻻﯾﻠﯽ ﮐﻪ ﮐﻪ 11 ﺳﺎﻝ ﺑﺎﺑﺎﻡ ﺑﺎ ﺑﺎﺑﺎﯼ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺑﻮﺩ ﮐﻪ ﮐﻪ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺍﺣﻮﺍﻝ ﺍﺣﻮﺍﻝ ﯾﻪ ﺟﻮﺭ ﺁﺷﺘﯽ ﻫﻢ ﺑﻮﺩ (ﺍﺳﺘﻘﺒﺎﻝ ﮔﺮﻣﯽ ﮐﺮﺩ ﺭﻓﺘﯿﻢ ﺗﻮ ﻧﺸﺴﺘﯿﻢ ﺍﺯﻣﻮﻥ ﭘﺬﯾﺮﺍﯾﯽ ﻧﺎﮔﻬﺎﻥ ﻧﺎﮔﻬﺎﻥ ﻧﺎﮔﻬﺎﻥ ﺩﺧﺘﺮ ﺳﻔﯿﺪ ﻭ ﻧﺎﺯ ﺧﻮﺷﮕﻞ ﺧﻮﺵ ﺍﺯ ﺍﺯ ﺭﻭﻡ ﺭﺩ ﺷﺪ ﺷﺪ.ﺣﺪﺱ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺑﺎﺷﻪ.ﺍﻣﺎ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺭﺩ ﻭ ﻭ ﻭﺍﺳﻪ ﺳﻼﻡ ﻣﻦ.ﻣﻦ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺧﺎﻃﺮ ﺧﺎﻃﺮ ﺁﻣﺪﻩ ﺁﻣﺪﻩ ﺑﺎﺑﺎﻡ.ﺑﺎﺑﺎﻡ ﺑﻪ ﺍﻧﺪﺍﺯﻩ ﯾﻪ ﺑﺎ ﺑﺎﺑﺎﯼ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺣﺮﻑ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ ﺣﺘﯽ.ﺣﺘﯽ ﻭﻗﺘﯽ ﺣﺮﻑ ﺣﺮﻑ ﺍﺷﮑﺸﻮﻥ ﻫﻢ ﻣﯿﻮﻣﺪ.ﻟﺤﻈﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﻮﺩ.ﭘﯿﺶ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﻣﯿﮕﻔﺘﻢ ﻣﮕﻪ ﻣﺮﺽ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻦ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺳﺎﻝ ﻗﻬﺮ ﺑﻮﺩﻥ ﺑﻮﺩﻥ.ﻧﺎﮔﻬﺎﻥ ﻣﺘﻮﺟﻪ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺷﺪﻡ ﮐﻪ ﯾﻪ ﭼﺎﺩﺭ ﮔﻞ ﺳﺮﺵ ﺳﺮﺵ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺣﺎﻻ.ﺣﺎﻻ ﻭ ﻭ ﺳﻼﻡ ﺳﻼﻡ ﮐﻪ ﺧﻼﺻﺶ ﻣﯿﮑﻨﻢ…… ﺑﺎﺑﺎﻡ ﮐﺎﺭﺍﯼ ﺳﺎﺧﺘﻤﺎﻥ ﺭﻭ ﺑﻪ ﺑﻪ ﺑﻪ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺳﭙﺮﺩ.ﻣﻦ ﺗﻮ ﮐﻮﻧﻢ ﻋﺮﻭﺳﯽ ﺑﻮﺩ ﮐﻪ ﺩﻭﺑﺎﺭﻩ ﺟﻮﻥ ﺟﻮﻥ ﺭﻭ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ.ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﻣﻨﻮ ﺑﯿﺸﺘﺮ ﻧﮕﺎﻩ ﻣﯿﮑﺮﺩ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﯾﻨﮑﻪ ﯾﺎﺩ ﮔﺬﺷﺘﻪ ﻭ ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩ ﺍﺯ.ﺍﺯ ﺧﺠﺎﻟﺖ ﺧﺠﺎﻟﺖ ﺑﻌﺪ.ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺯ ﻧﺎﻫﺎﺭ ﺗﻮ ﺟﻤﻊ ﮐﺮﺩﻥ ﺳﻔﺮﻩ ﮐﻤﮏ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ.ﺗﻮ ﺁﺷﭙﺰﺧﻮﻧﻪ ﮐﻨﺎﺭﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺑﻬﺶ ﺑﻬﺶ ﺑﻬﺶ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﻭﺍﻗﻌﺎ ﺧﻮﺩﺗﯽ? ﺳﻮﺍﻟﻢ ﺭﻭ ﺑﺎ ﺟﻮﺍﺏ ﺟﻮﺍﺏ ﺩﺍﺩ! ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﺁﺭﻩ ﭼﯽ ﭼﯽ? ﺍﻭﻧﻢ ﮔﻔﺖ ﺁﺭﻩ ﻭ ﻧﯿﺶ ﻧﯿﺶ ﺯﺩﯾﻢ ﺯﺩﯾﻢ.ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﭼﻘﺪﺭ ﺑﺰﺭﮒ ﺧﻮﺷﮕﻞ ﺧﻮﺷﮕﻞ ﺷﺪﯼ ﺗﻮ! ﮔﻔﺘﺶ ﺗﻮ ﺑﯿﺸﺘﺮ! ﻟﺒﺎﺵ ﺧﯿﻠﯽ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﻮﺩ.ﺩﻭﺳﺖ ﺑﺒﻮﺳﻤﺶ ﺑﺒﻮﺳﻤﺶ.ﺍﻣﺎ ﻫﻤﺶ ﻫﻤﺶ ﺍﺯ ﻣﯿﭙﺮﺳﯿﺪ ﻣﯿﭙﺮﺳﯿﺪ ﺧﻮﺭﺩ ﺧﻮﺭﺩ ﺷﺪ.ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﺩﻟﻢ ﻭﺍﺳﺖ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺷﺪﻩ.ﭘﺮﺳﯿﺪﻡ ﭼﻨﺪﻩ ﭼﻨﺪﻩ? ﮐﻪ ﻧﺎﮔﻬﺎﻥ ﺑﺎﺑﺎﻡ ﺻﺪﺍ ﺯﺩ ﺯﻭﺩ ﺯﻭﺩ ﺩﺍﺭﯾﻢ ﻣﯿﺮﻡ! ﺍﻻﻥ ﺍﻻﻥ! ﺷﻤﺎﺭﻡ ﺭﻭ ﺭﻭ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﻭ ﺳﺮﯾﻊ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ. ﺗﺎﺳﺎﻋﺖ 12 ﺗﻤﺎﺱ ﺗﻤﺎﺱ ﯾﺎ ﺍﺱ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﺍﻣﺎ ﻧﺸﺪ ﮐﻪ ﻧﺸﺪ ﺳﺎﻋﺖ.ﺳﺎﻋﺖ 1 ﺷﺪ ﮐﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻫﻨﻮﺯ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﺍﺱ.ﺍﺱ ﺍﻭﻣﺪ ﻧﻮﺷﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﯿﺪﺍﺭﯼ ﺑﯿﺪﺍﺭﯼ? ﺧﻮﺩﺷﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﺷﻪ.ﺍﻣﺎ ﮐﻼﺱ ﮐﻼﺱ ﮔﺪﺍﺷﺘﻦ ﺷﻤﺎ? ﮔﻔﺖ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺩﯾﮕﻪ ﺁﯼ ﮐﯿﻮ.ﻣﯿﺨﻮﺍﺳﺘﯽ ﮐﯽ ﺑﺎﺷﻪ? ﺧﻼﺻﻪ ﮔﻠﯽ ﺍﺱ ﺑﺎﺯﯼ ﮐﺮﺩﯾﻢ ﮐﻪ ﺩﯾﺪﻡ ﺻﺪﺍ ﻫﻤﺴﺎﯾﻪ ﺩﺍﺭﻩ ﻣﯿﺎﺩﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺟﻮﻥ ﺑﺨﻮﺍﺑﯿﻢ ﺑﺨﻮﺍﺑﯿﻢ ﺷﺪ! ﭼﻨﺪ ﺭﻭﺯﯼ ﮐﺎﺭﻡ ﺍﺱ ﺑﺎﺯﯼ ﺑﺎ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ! ﮐﻪ ﻧﯿﺎﻭﺭﺩﯾﻢ ﻧﯿﺎﻭﺭﺩﯾﻢ ﻗﺮﺍﺭ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﯿﻢ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﯿﻢ. ﺣﺴﺎﺑﯽ ﺗﯿﭗ ﺯﺩﻡ ﻭﻗﺘﯽ ﺳﺮ ﻗﺮﺍﺭ ﭼﺸﻤﺎﻡ ﭼﺸﻤﺎﻡ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ ﺩﺭ ﻣﯿﻮﻣﺪﺍﺯ ﺑﺲ ﺩﺧﺘﺮ ﺩﺧﺘﺮ ﻧﺎﺯ ﺯﯾﺒﺎ ﺯﯾﺒﺎ.ﮐﻨﺎﺭ ﻗﺪﻡ ﻗﺪﻡ ﺯﺩﯾﻢ ﺯﺩﯾﻢ ﻧﺎﮔﻬﺎﻥ ﻣﻦ ﺧﺎﻃﺮﺍﺕ ﺭﻭ ﺭﻭ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ ﻗﺸﻨﮓ.ﻗﺸﻨﮓ ﻣﻌﻠﻮﻡ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺍﺯ ﺧﺠﺎﻟﺖ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ ﻣﯿﻤﺮﺩﻣﻨﻢ ﻣﯿﺨﻮﺍﺳﺘﻢ ﺑﺤﺚ ﺭﻭ ﺑﺎﺯ ﺑﺎﺯ ﮐﻨﻢ.ﺩﯾﮕﻪ ﻣﻮﺿﻮﻉ ﺣﺮﻓﺎﻣﻮﻥ ﺣﺮﻓﺎﻣﻮﻥ ﺷﺪ. ﻣﻬﺮﺑﻮﻧﻢ ﻣﻬﺮﺑﻮﻧﻢ ﺣﺎﻟﺖ ﭼﻄﻮﺭﻩ ﺭﺳﯿﺪﯼ ﺧﻮﻧﻪ? ﺍﯾﻦ ﯾﻌﻨﯽ ﭼﺮﺍﻍ ﺳﺒﺰ ﻧﺸﻮﻥ ﺩﺍﺩﻥ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻦ.ﺍﻭﻥ ﺗﻮ ﺗﻮ ﺧﯿﻠﯽ ﺧﻮﺵ ﺣﺎﻝ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﮐﻪ ﻣﯿﺘﻮﻧﻢ ﺑﺎ ﺑﻪ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺧﻮﺷﮕﻠﯽ ﺣﺎﻝ ﺷﺒﺶ.ﺷﺒﺶ ﺍﺱ ﺩﺍﺩ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﮔﻔﺖ ﺟﺎ ﻭﺍﺳﻪ ﺩﮐﺘﺮ ﺩﺍﺭﯼ ﺩﺍﺭﯼ ﻧﻪ? ﮐﻒ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ.ﺑﻪ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺩﻭﺳﺘﺎﻡ ﺯﻧﮓ ﺯﺩﻡ ﺁﺧﺮ ﯾﮑﯽ ﺧﻮﻧﻪ ﺧﺎﻟﯽ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ ﯾﻪ ﯾﻪ ﺗﻮﭖ! ﺁﺩﺭﺱ ﻭ ﺳﺎﻋﺖ ﺭﻭ ﺑﻪ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺍﺱ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ ﻭ ﻗﺒﻮﻝ ﺑﯿﺎﺩ.ﻭﺍﯼ ﻧﻤﯿﺸﺪ ﻧﻤﯿﺸﺪ ﻓﺮﺩﺍ ﺑﺎﯾﺪ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺯ 11 ﺳﺎﻝ ﺑﻪ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺑﺮﺳﻢ… ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺣﻤﻮﻡ.ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺁﺭﺍﯾﺸﮕﺎﻩ ﻭ ﺣﺴﺒﺎﺑﯽ ﺣﺴﺒﺎﺑﯽ ﺯﺩﻡ.ﺑﻬﺘﺮﯾﻦ ﻋﻄﺮ ﺭﻭ ﺯﺩﻡ ﻭ ﺭﻓﺘﻦ ﺷﺪﻡ ﻗﺮﺍﺭﻣﻮﻥ.ﻗﺮﺍﺭﻣﻮﻥ ﺳﺎﻋﺖ 4 ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺯ ﻇﻬﺮ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺗﻮ ﯾﻪ ﺧﻮﻧﻪ ﻭﯾﻼﯾﯽ… ﻣﻦ ﺯﻭﺩ ﺯﻭﺩ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺧﻮﻧﻪ ﻭ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﮐﻪ ﺯﻧﮓ ﺯﺩ ﮔﻔﺖ: ﺷﺮﻣﻨﺪﻩ ﻣﻦ ﻧﻤﯿﺘﻮﻧﻢ ﺑﯿﺎﻡ! ﺩﻧﯿﺎ ﺭﻭ ﺳﺮﻡ ﺷﺪ ﮔﻮﺷﯽ.ﮔﻮﺷﯽ ﺭﻭ ﻗﻄﻊ ﻗﻄﻊ ﺑﻌﺪﺵ ﯾﻪ ﺍﺱ ﺁﻣﺪ ﮔﻔﺖ ﺷﻮﺧﯽ ﭘﺸﺘﻪ ﭘﺸﺘﻪ ﺩﺭﻡ ﺑﺎﺯ ﮐﻦ ﺩﺭﻭ… ﮐﻪ ﮐﻪ ﺧﻮﺷﺤﺎﻝ ﺷﺪﻡ… ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺟﻮﻥ ﺍﻭﻣﺪ ﺁﻣﺪ.ﺁﻣﺪ ﺗﻮ ﺭﻭﺳﺮﯾﺶ ﺭﻭ ﻭﺭﺩ ﻣﻮﻫﺎﯼ ﻟﺨﺘﺶ ﻟﺨﺘﺶ ﭼﺸﻤﺎﻣﻮ ﮐﻮﺭ ﺑﺎﺳﻨﺶ.ﺑﺎﺳﻨﺶ ﺑﯿﺴﺖ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺳﯿﻨﻪ ﺯﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﯿﺮﻭﻥ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ.ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﻓﻬﻤﯿﺪ ﻣﻦ ﻋﺠﯿﺐ ﻋﺠﯿﺐ ﻋﺠﯿﺐ ﮐﻔﺸﻢ! ﺁﻣﺪ ﭘﯿﺸﻢ ﺭﻭ ﻧﺸﺴﺖ ﻭ ﯾﮑﻢ ﯾﮑﻢ ﮔﭗ ﺯﺩﯾﻢ ﻭ ﻣﻦ ﻟﺒﺮﯾﺰ ﺷﺪ.ﺁﻣﺪﻡ ﮐﻪ ﻟﺐ ﺑﮕﯿﺮﻡ ﺧﻮﺩﺷﻮ ﻋﻘﺐ ﻋﻘﺐ)! ﺍﯾﻦ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺧﯿﻠﯽ ﺷﻮﺥ ﻭ ﺑﺎ ﻧﻤﮑﻪ (ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﭼﺮﺍ ﻧﻤﯿﺰﺍﺭﯼ ﻟﺒﺘﻮ ﺑﺨﻮﺭﻡ ﺣﺮﻓﻢ ﺗﻤﻮﻡ ﻧﺸﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺩﯾﺪﻡ ﮔﺮﺩﻧﻤﻮ ﮔﺮﻓﺖ ﻭ ﮐﺸﯿﺪ ﮐﺸﯿﺪ ﮐﺸﯿﺪ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﻭ ﻟﺒﻤﻮ ﺭﻭ ﻟﺒﺎﺵ ﻧﻤﯿﺪﻭﻧﻢ.ﻧﻤﯿﺪﻭﻧﻢ ﭼﻪ ﺣﺴﯽ ﺑﻬﻤﻮﻥ ﺩﺳﺖ ﺩﺍﺩ ﮐﻪ ﺑﻌﺪﺍﺯ 2 ﺩﻗﯿﻘﻪ ﻟﺐ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻦ ﺍﺷﮑﺎﻣﻮﻥ ﻣﯿﻮﻣﺪ ﻣﯿﻮﻣﺪ! ﺑﻐﻠﺶ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ ﻭ ﺑﺮﺩﻣﺶ ﺗﻮ ﺧﻮﺍﺏ ﺧﻮﺍﺏ ﺧﯿﻠﯽ ﺳﺒﮏ ﺑﻮﺩ.ﺍﺻﻼ ﺁﺩﻡ ﺩﻟﺶ ﻧﻤﯿﺨﻮﺍﺳﺖ ﻓﻘﻂ ﺩﻭﺳﺖ ﺩﻭﺳﺖ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻢ ﮐﻨﻢ ﮐﻨﻢ! ﺗﯽ ﺷﺮﺕ ﺷﺮﺕ ﻮ ﺩﺭﺁﻭﺭﺩ ﻣﻨﻢ ﺩﮐﻤﻪ ﻫﺎﺷﻮ ﺑﺎﺯ ﺳﻮﺗﯿﻨﺶ ﺳﻮﺗﯿﻨﺶ ﺳﮑﺴﯽ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺗﻮﺭﯼ ﻭ ﺳﺮﺥ ﺭﻧﮓ.ﻧﻮﮎ ﺳﯿﻨﻪ ﻫﺎﺵ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﻮﺩ.ﺑﺎﺯﺵ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ.ﺑﺎﺯﻡ ﺍﺯﺵ ﻟﺐ ﻭ ﺑﻌﺪﺵ ﻻﻟﻪ ﻭ ﻧﺮﻣﻪ ﮔﻮﺷﺸﻮ ﮔﻮﺷﺸﻮ ﭼﺸﻤﺎﺷﻮ.ﭼﺸﻤﺎﺷﻮ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺁﻩ ﻣﯿﮑﺸﯿﺪ ﻣﯿﮑﺸﯿﺪ ﺻﺪﺍﺵ ﺩﯾﻮﻭﻧﻢ ﻣﯿﮑﺮﺩ.ﮐﻢ ﮐﻢ ﻣﯿﻮﻣﺪﻡ ﭘﺎﯾﯿﻦ ﮔﻠﻮﺷﻮ ﻣﯿﺒﻮﺳﯿﺪﻡ ﻭ ﻣﯿﺨﻮﺭﺩﻡ.ﺩﺳﺘﻤﻢ ﺍﺯ ﺭﻭ ﺷﻠﻮﺍﺭ ﺭﻭ ﮐﺴﺶ ﺑﻮﺩ.ﺳﯿﻨﻪ ﭼﭙﺸﻮ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ ﺩﻫﻨﻢ ﺩﻫﻨﻢ ﻭ ﺑﺎ ﺯﺑﻮﻧﻢ ﻧﻮﮎ ﺗﺤﺮﯾﮏ ﻣﯿﮑﺮﺩﻡ ﻭﺍﯼ.ﻭﺍﯼ ﻭﺍﯼ ﻭﺍﯼ ﺁﻩ ﮐﺸﯿﺪﻧﺶ ﻣﻨﻮ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺧﯿﻠﯽ.ﺧﯿﻠﯽ ﺻﺪﺍﺵ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﻮﺩ! ﺧﻮﺭﺩﻥ ﺳﯿﻨﻪ ﻫﺎﺵ ﺭﻭ ﺍﯾﻨﻘﺪﺭ ﻃﻮﻝ ﮐﻪ ﮐﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﮔﻔﺖ ﮔﻔﺖ ﺑﺮﻭ ﺗﺮ ﺩﮐﻤﻪ.ﺩﮐﻤﻪ ﺷﻠﻮﺍﺭﺷﻮ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ.ﺷﻠﻮﺍﺭﺷﻮ ﮐﺸﯿﺪﻡ ﭘﺎﯾﯿﻦ ﻃﻮﺭﯼ ﺗﻨﮓ ﮐﻪ ﮐﻪ ﺩﺭﻭﻣﺪ.ﺁﻣﺪﻡ ﮐﺴﺸﻮ ﺑﺨﻮﺭﻡ ﺗﺎ ﺩﻫﻨﻤﻮ ﺭﻭﺵ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﻢ ﺧﻮﺷﻢ ﻧﯿﻮﻣﺪ ﮐﺎﺭﻩ ﻭﺍﺳﻢ ﻧﺒﻮﺩ.ﺑﺎ ﺑﺎ ﺑﺎ ﺳﻮﺭﺍﺧﺶ ﻭﺭ ﻭﺭ ﮐﻪ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﮐﯿﺮﻩ ﺩﮐﺘﺮﺗﻮ ﻧﻤﯿﺨﻮﺭﯼ? ﮔﻔﺖ ﭼﺸﻢ ﻋﺰﯾﺰﻡ ﺷﻠﻮﺍﺭﻣﻮ ﺩﺭﺍﻭﺭﺩ ﻭ ﮐﯿﺮﻣﻮ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺖ ﺩﻫﻨﺶ ﺩﻫﻨﺶ.ﻭﺍﺳﻢ ﺧﯿﻠﯽ ﻗﺸﻨﮓ ﺧﻮﺭﺩﺵ. ﻭﻗﺘﯽ ﺩﯾﺪﻡ ﺍﯾﻦ ﺻﻮﺭﺕ ﺯﯾﺒﺎ ﻭ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻨﯽ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻨﯽ ﻭ ﺷﺎﺩ ﺩﺍﺭﻩ ﮐﯿﺮﻣﻮ ﯾﻪ ﺟﻮﺭﯼ ﺟﻮﺭﯼ ﺷﺪﻡ ﮐﻢ ﮐﻢ ﮐﻢ ﺁﺑﻢ ﻣﯿﻮﻣﺪ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺩﺍﺭﻩ ﺩﺍﺭﻩ ﻣﯿﺎﺩ ﺍﻧﮕﺎﺭ ﻧﻪ ﺍﻧﮕﺎﺭ! ﺩﺍﺷﺖ ﺍﺩﺍﻣﻪ ﻣﯿﺪﺍﺩ ﮐﻪ ﮐﺸﯿﺪﻡ ﻋﻘﺐ ﮐﯿﺮﻡ.ﮐﯿﺮﻡ ﺁﺏ ﺁﺏ ﺩﻫﻦ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺧﯿﺲ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺧﻮﺍﺑﻮﻧﺪﻣﺶ ﺗﺨﺖ ﺗﺨﺖ ﺗﺨﺖ ﮐﯿﺮ ﺧﯿﺴﻢ ﺭﻭ ﺑﻪ ﮐﺲ ﻭ ﻣﯿﻤﺎﻟﯿﺪﻡ ﻧﻤﯿﺨﻮﺍﺳﺘﻢ.ﻧﻤﯿﺨﻮﺍﺳﺘﻢ ﺍﺯ ﺍﺯ ﮐﻮﻥ ﺩﺭﺩﺵ ﺑﯿﺎﺩ ﺁﺧﻪ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻢ ﻭﺍﺳﻢ.ﻭﺍﺳﻢ ﻋﺰﯾﺰ ﺑﻮﺩ) .ﭘﯿﺶ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﺍﻧﺼﺎﻑ ﻧﯿﺲ ﺍﻭﻥ ﮐﯿﺮﻩ ﺭﻭ ﺭﻭ ﺍﻣﺎ ﺍﻣﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺭﻭ ﻧﺨﻮﺭﺩﻡ (ﭘﺎﻫﺎﺵ ﺭﻭ ﺑﺎﺯ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ ﺻﻮﺭﺗﻢ ﺭﻭ ﺑﺮﺩﻡ ﺟﻠﻮ ﻭ ﻭ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ ﺑﻪ ﺧﻮﺭﺩﻧﺶ.ﺍﻭﻟﺶ ﺍﺻﻼ ﺧﻮﺷﻢ ﻧﻤﯿﻮﻣﺪ ﺍﻣﺎ ﻭﻗﺘﯽ ﺑﺎ ﮐﺎﺭﻡ ﮐﺎﺭﻡ ﺻﺪﺍﯼ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺑﯿﺸﺘﺮ ﻣﯿﺸﻪ ﻭ ﻭ ﺑﻬﺘﺮ ﺧﻮﺭﺩﻣﺶ.ﺩﯾﮕﻪ ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺑﯽ ﺣﺎﻝ ﺑﻮﺩ ﮐﻪ ﺁﺑﻢ ﺁﺑﻢ ﻫﻨﻮﺯ ﻧﯿﻮﻣﺪﻩ.ﻣﯿﻨﺎ ﺑﻐﻞ ﺑﻐﻞ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ ﻭ ﻋﺎﺷﻘﻮﻧﻪ ﻣﯿﺒﻮﺳﯿﺪﻣﺶ ﺑﻌﺪ.ﺑﻌﺪ ﺑﻌﺪ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ ﺑﻪ ﻟﺐ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻦ ﻭ ﻭ ﻭ ﻻ ﭘﺎﻫﺎﺵ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﻋﻘﺐ ﺟﻠﻮ ﮐﻪ ﮐﻪ ﺩﯾﺪﻡ ﺁﺑﻢ ﺩﺍﺭﻩ ﺁﺑﻤﻮ.ﺁﺑﻤﻮ ﺑﺎ ﻓﺸﺎﺭ ﺷﮑﻤﺶ ﺭﯾﺨﺘﻢ ﺭﯾﺨﺘﻢ.ﺑﻌﺪﺵ ﺩﺳﺘﻤﺎﻝ ﺩﺳﺘﻤﺎﻝ ﭘﺎﮐﺶ ﮐﺮﺩﻡ.ﭘﺘﻮ ﺭﻭ ﺭﻭ ﺧﻮﺩﻣﻮﻥ ﺍﻧﺪﺍﺧﻢ ﻭ ﺧﻮﺍﺑﯿﺪﯾﻢ. .

Date: July 8, 2018

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