Leave alone in Kish

I was alone, alone, because of some issues, I left home and went to Kish and wanted to be alone for a few days without any disturbance, but I got stuck in a bad time with some girls who seemed to be good. Under the pretext of making us tired, they took my blood. Someone named Ali was in the house. His appearance was very loving, and from the beginning, instead of being afraid of this situation, I was happy that he was in the house. I was not sleeping I heard the sound of the reaper when it opened I tried to put myself to sleep I looked for a moment I saw Ali was very calm came to sleep next to me hugged me lovingly I did not experience this feeling until then I had stress at first but my stress turned into a feeling He caressed me well. Little by little, his hand came to my breasts, and he caressed and rubbed me so much that I did not show any resistance. I can still feel the warmth of his lips. I look into his eyes, he slowly took off his pants and even lovingly helped me to take off my clothes. It was the first time I felt this and it was as if I wanted to experience the warmth of his being. I was going crazy. My breath was fast. I was not such a person, I tried to separate myself from myself, as if God helped me, and I did not let my feelings overwhelm me any more. My conscience could not marry anyone