A life of lust means nothing

This is the text of my heart that when I write it, I want to cry because of the sad song. Of course, I do not know where to start. All of them, but he introduced me to her, and then I was empty-handed and then another friend of mine who made me squirm, and after that I learned something and became interested in sex, and by God, my life was ruined. I lose my temper, I forget my honor, I can only do everything and be satisfied in the moment of lust, every day I have to satisfy myself. I do not feel sorry for my honor and I want to see her naked to be satisfied I should film myself to satisfy myself and I do not know when I love you so much I am dishonorable, when I am lustful I forget my honor Oh, in all these problems that I have, why should I lust to close the wound in my heart Oh, why, because I am always tormented by my conscience because of my lack of teamwork and the work I did for my lack of teamwork. I do not have to cry, I should send it to her, now she has makeup on, but not because of the melody. Why should I try to see my mother naked, to satisfy myself? Why do I have to be satisfied so soon after all these movies and photos? I have seen so many movies and photos, but the smallest one is new to me and it satisfies me. I have to lose the girl I love so much because of sex, oh why if you do not believe me or you want to fish because of not believing I forgive myself I do not know why if you want to sympathize I must say that this is what I wanted you to sympathize with me why lie Sometimes I feel like everyone is holding hands They will destroy me, I will suffer for the rest of my life without dying, because nothing special will happen until I die, and I am so scared that I am afraid to kill myself. Why should I fall in love with a girl who is now friends with someone else? Tell me, I do not like you. Why shouldn't I fall in love with someone else? Why should my lust take my whole life away from me and just be present for a few moments and finally be satisfied in the depths of writing?