From the very beginning, I would say that this is a sexy movie that resembles a story
And he does not have the memories that they write here, I can even say that sex to that sexy meaning does not occur in this post
But because I was in conflict with myself, I think
Receipt to write here, maybe I can use my friends' comments. Let me tell you a little about myself: 29 years old, from one of the cities
West Azerbaijan Jundeh is a doctoral student at a university in Tehran
I am a storyteller. I was born into a traditional nipple family and have been studying for about ten years
I am in Tehran. Kos is the typical appearance of a thin, bony and slender limb
I have. By the way, the story I am telling is related to the beginning of the second semester of this course. Winter of 87. I used to have a relationship with the opposite sex of the story, but
Everyone talks at the level of university friendships and Iran sex chat and
The conversation was friendly and nothing more. It was the second semester that one of the high school students named Mehdi offered me an acquaintance and I accepted. He was from one of the western provinces of the country. In the beginning, everything was normal and, like previous friendships, it was a simple friendship. Mehdi was interesting to me and a lovable person. A month or two passed, I was getting used to him and although I did not want to become dependent, I lost my job and lost my heart. We saw each other almost every day. Spring had come and it was as if you wanted the weather to want someone and be by his side. We used to come together from university every evening, and as long as I had the opportunity to go to the dormitory, we would go out, walk, talk about everything, laugh, sing in the alleys and streets, sometimes mischievously. We rang the doorbell and ran away. We would put little children head to head in the park, but out of sight we would make faces for them. The dormitory of both of us was near Laleh Park. Sometimes he and I would make dinner and go to the park. Mehdi always cooked cocoa, he only knew the end and he made it fairly tasty. It was a good day, I can even say it was the first time in my life that I had fun. Little by little he began to take my hands. I sometimes shake hands with some friends of the opposite sex, and because it was not difficult for me, I could not take my hand off her, she had warm hands… then she started to caress and hug me. I knew this was the beginning of a path that would end in what I did not want… sex… I had never thought about it, that is, I had never had the opportunity, and given the traditional family I had, it had never been presented to me… Resistance I did, but he wanted to caress me, and why should I lie? I loved his caresses, and I even liked to be kissed and hugged. He kissed me شدم I got hot. It was a quick kiss, but I will remember it forever. It was the first time someone kissed me. We went to understand once. From 2 to 7 in the evening, we just kissed each other. Like the starving people behind a big rock… and it was there that he touched my body for the first time, I blocked my whole body, the hand that reached the top of my body, and he accepted کرد. After that, we kissed each other every day and every day. Sometimes we went to the cinema… we both lived in dormitories and we had nowhere to go and Mehdi's financial situation was not good for him to rent a house and this situation made me very sad that we kiss each other on the street or we go and understand Darband and what do I know wherever he was alone…. Every night when I went to the dormitory I had a severe headache, I felt guilty, according to one of my friends, the monster inside me woke up and was against all my teachings and beliefs. When I prayed, I was ashamed of myself for praying in this situation…. But I do not know why I could not not pray. The first time he caressed my chest was in the darkness of Ferdowsi Cinema, the film was blinking and his hands were touching my chest from under his coat. It was both painful and It was a strange feeling. I later found out that I was having fun and I did not know, that is, I did not know this feeling. Of course, it goes without saying that Mehdi had a strong sexual desire and always said this. For a year our relationship always insisted on sex…. But I could never, I was so dependent on him, I wanted him not because of our physical relationship, I was not really interested in him, he was an independent person and I loved him. He made me rub his genitals until he was satisfied. Every time we saw each other, he forced me to do this for him. Someone slept and then he explained everything to me. I was nervous, I was upset, but I could not do anything and I was not ready for sex yet. I do not know that you have come to the conclusion that in an emotional relationship between two people, one should not insist on something to happen on its own. Kissing از caressing… hugging… sleeping together…. Whenever it appears in its time and moment, the color finds reality and originality. Friends, what is your opinion? ق Story…. I did not want to lose, but well, no one can be forced into a relationship. Mehdi had changed; He had severe and controversial encounters with me, he was arguing every day and he would hand me whatever he wanted. I do not know why I could never say bad words or obscenities to him, not even once… I did not like. I was crazy about it, but I do not know why something was holding me back from having sex. I did not want to do that at all. We were both tired, it was a difficult day and Mehdi finally ended the relationship in the worst possible conditions… he left me alone in the days when I needed him more than ever; I lost my sister, she died in an accident.
That he has atoned for my sin innocently. A few hours later he was gone forever. When they put him in the grave…. I should have been in his place. Isolates and shaves. Sometimes I see Mahdi in university, I no longer exist for him, and worse, I still do not believe this. I do not know, have you had moments like this? Dear one who went underground and why I did not die in his place and this sin took me by surprise, maybe I am crazy No book is focused and I failed the comprehensive test. I could not say this to any consultant… I only came here. I would like to know your opinion about this… I do not know what to do and these memories have destroyed me. Doubt and hesitation bother me کردم Did I do the right thing? Did I do something wrong? What should I do? I look forward to reading your comments, dear friends. Always be happy.
