Memory text:
The autumn sun rubs a pleasant warmth on the earth تن.
It was less than the hot summer heat and the autumn full of air was everywhere. I was waiting for a taxi. I had an office job somewhere and I had to do it that day. I liked the weather. But again in October, the feeling of being alive and the commotion was coming to me…
I do not know if it is good or bad, but I enjoyed it, I felt good
I got into a taxi, first a man about forty years old or more, then me and then another woman… My mother called on the way to my mobile phone, something was wrong and I realized everything I was explaining from behind the phone.
I could not feel that he was listening, but I did not pay attention because it did not matter to me at all. On the one hand, I did not want others to think badly of me, on the other hand, I did not want to appear impersonal, and the way did not end. I shouted and asked Miss Call to let me know my number and answer me because basically she did not answer unknown numbers because of her job and said that now is not the time and she should go to university and I was a little surprised that she is not her age. He came to be a student, then I thought that I must get out of the taxi because of his job, and I got out of the taxi and summed up my fare, and I thought of that gentleman staying in the taxi because I do not take this incident very seriously, especially this one. The model that did not feel good.
In short, a few days had passed since this incident, and on a sunny afternoon, my mobile phone rang. There was a man on the other side of the line who introduced himself as follows:
-Hello
- Hello
- I am a Nasserite. We talked in a taxi a few days ago
-Oh! Hello Mr. Naseri!
- Has your problem been solved ?! My friend can help you, ticks have a lot of interface
- No, it was not solved, but thank you, I will not disturb anyone (I wanted to open it from my head, I was not bored)
- No, I really said that
Suddenly something like lightning flashed through my head
- Mr. Naseri, did you really go to university?
-بهله
- Are you a student?
-Not
- So what do you do at university? Do you work?
-بهله
- Of course, I'm sorry, I'm curious
- No, please, I am a university professor
- What is interesting, what do you teach ??
-Math
It was interesting because I also had a bachelor's degree in the same field, and now my opinion had changed a bit because I was a fellow student and a university professor.
- Oh, how interesting, then we are also a discipline
I think he thought I was closing because he did not say anything about it and continued:
- In general, if you have something to do, I am at your service
- Thank you, I will definitely bother you
- What is your real name?
I did not like to say my first name, because in such cases, the family formalizes the relationship and I did not want it to be otherwise.
- I am honest
- Your little name
I got stuck and in order to change direction I told you first
- I am Amir
- I'm coral
- I am happy and I hope to see you
- Morsi, so am I.
-Good bye
-Good bye
And I thought about it again and went back to my life
Until one day I went to look for the same work problem that I remembered Mr. Naseri, I called him and he said at the head of the class and a quarter later he would call himself.
It was good weather. In the fall, I always felt a sense of love
A memory of past loves and the association of their good parts, I had a general sense of style. A quarter passed and Mr. Naseri called.
- Hello Mr. Naseri
-Hello, did you have something to do?
- Um, yes, I wanted to see if your friend could do something for me or not.
- I think you want to make an appointment and go to his office together
-But..
He realized that I was a little scared and said:
- Do not worry, I will give him his contact number and we will make an appointment during office hours to go to him
- I was a little relieved and said I was free for Thursday
He gave me the number and said that I was also unemployed on Thursday at 11 o'clock
I said: Then I will see you
-OK Bye
And he went away again, but this series is not complete because I was with him, although sometimes it came to my mind and he went away again.
I tried not to review it
But our dialogue went and came like a pendulum, it had an alternating oscillation, it went up and down like a sine wave that started from zero and went back to zero again.
I tried to remember his face, but I could not because I had not seen him well….
The next day, at XNUMX o'clock, he called and we started talking. This time, we did not speak very formally, we even joked in the middle….
The next day he called at twelve o'clock and we talked again
And tomorrow tomorrow at twelve o'clock ..
I was conditioned to remember the story of the little prince. When the prince wanted to tame the fox, the fox said, "Come at a certain time to tame me."
And I think I was getting used to it too, because around a quarter to twelve o'clock I had a feeling that I had last experienced when I was twenty-one or two years old, but now it is twenty-nine.
He was healthy, sometimes I missed those days and I thought I could never experience love, but it was a little different, it was not the heat of the time, but it was good
It was Wednesday….
twelve o'clock
I had stress
My mobile phone rang. I liked his voice, the way he spoke and the sharing of his knowledge.
This time the tone of his speech was different, a little kinder, more witty and more open…
I did not bring it to myself because I did not want to pave the way, we talked for a while, he said that he misses me and wants to see me sooner and only I heard this because I wanted to hear
On Thursday at XNUMX o'clock, I never went to the appointment on time, unlike other women, even in the most sensitive and romantic appointments…. I had learned to arrive on time
When I arrived, he came by car. I think it was a Peugeot 405. I did not know much about the car
I did not care much
I got in the car and this time I saw him for the first time. Short curly hair, white skin, big eyes and slightly raised blue. I'm there
I felt good, the feeling I had left in my twenties came to me and I was very satisfied
Because I had lost the sense of being alive and living for a long time, we talked from every door, but we kept a personal framework for ourselves and we did not see the need to talk, and that was good to be together to mentally drain the problems. And the experience of a dead feeling that had returned
He called his friend and his friend said that he had a meeting and we had to be together. I, who was not personally upset about this, went to a fast food restaurant at his suggestion and had lunch together. I was very old, we got back in the car and started talking
But we did not say why we are here. I was caressing and playing with his hands, and I enjoyed it because I saw something happening under his pants, and I was more aware of it, knowing that it was good.
He looked at me and said in a special way, "Let's go to my friend, who at least now I understood why he wants to go."
I laughed and said oh I had a period
He laughed and we laughed and laughed. At the same time we packed our bags. I was sure. He took me home (near the house, of course) and that day was over
I stayed and spent a long Friday non-stop reviewing yesterday with the knowledge I had about myself.
Summary Friday passed hard and again the twelve o'clock and the love and talking about everything started again the next appointment went to Thursday
Now our conversation was more open than we could easily talk, and I was not upset at all
It was Thursday….
Our appointment was like last week, but this time he came without a car. His body was relatively large and full, and because I was small, this issue was more noticeable. Then, near his friend's office, he said, "I'm going to come behind you. I accepted because I enjoyed being with him and I wanted to complete all my pleasures."
I went …
It was noon and the street was deserted. From behind, watching it seemed so normal that even when I said to myself, what am I doing here? But I was going. It was the first time I consciously chose to have secret sex. It was the first time I wanted to be there myself.
The office on the third floor of a relatively stylish building was gone and was waiting for me at the back door…
I went and closed the door
The office consisted of three rooms and a kitchen. In one of the rooms, which, according to Amir, was the secretary's room, there were two old sofas in one corner, a large table in the other corner, a computer, and in the other corner, right in front of the wall in front of the sofas, there was a small table that turned out to be unused.
Amir brought a piece of carpet from the kitchen and spread it on the floor of the secretary's room and then came to me… The first thought that came to my mind was: I am not the first but it did not matter because I wanted to have a pleasant experience of sex
Amir hugged me, I was a little embarrassed, but in my decision, embarrassment did not make sense, and I started to let go and enjoy my lips. He kissed my face and warmed up. He clung to me and he ate my lips with his lips and I accompanied him and he played with my breasts with his hands and took me to space. I was one of those people who was very happy with rubbing and lips and things like that.
We took off our clothes, I'm not an insect, but I have sex very well and I always manage my own sex, not the other side.
I ate rummy breasts, I liked her wild and insect neck, because she brought it up and down and made it normal. I was not a little wild either (oh, I like wild sex). I ate with that body, Kirsh was a little small, but it didn't matter because there were so many other things to enjoy. I started sucking on him.
We lay down on the floor, took off my shorts and shouted a little, which of course was not optional.
Lust does not talk much I did not like to talk because my sex focus is disturbed and I liked that too
He started to point at me and I was walking with him. He took a condom out of his pocket and came to the surface. And he shouted, "Oh, how are you?" I turned around the table and turned my back. He started beating me. I had fun, I pulled her tightly towards me and hugged her and rubbed myself against her. She was very happy. We stayed in that position for a while. Then it was my turn. I found her condom. I started rubbing the juice with a lot of pressure, sprayed it on my face, hands and body. No, I started to make up and then we had lunch together that day It was over and Amir took me home
I stayed the association of hot sex and long Friday and continued communication …….
It was here that I remembered the poem Mania. The end of all love is the bathroom
