My name is Farhadeh, I am 24 years old and I have been married for about four months now, I met my wife (Goddess) on the Internet and we have been friends for about two years… Goddess has two sisters, one of whom is older and married, the one who Her name is Elmirast, she is smaller and single, her goddess and older sister are very similar in appearance, in fairness, they have nothing less than appearance or body elegance, but Elmira does not seem to be her sister at all, hair and eye color, face shape, style and summary A head and neck higher in every way, only Elmira was aware of our friendship, most of the places we went to were usually three of us, and we had a great time together because of our closeness (Elahe is 22 years old and Elmira is 21). … In short, I gradually collected some money and a ladder, and because I had the grace of my father-in-law, we were able to go courting very soon… Early engagement was very enjoyable… We were not going to go out secretly and we were not afraid of the police and the big… Something was bothering me, she was Elmira's weight on me… At first I thought maybe because after the goddess in the house alone she gets upset and soon it will be okay, but the problem is somewhere else There was a time when I said sarcastically to her: "Ms. Elmira, you will not be with us anymore." She said with a smile: He was right, in fact, whenever Elaheh and I talked about marriage and life together, Elmira would express her opposition in some way, to the extent that she had told Elaheh on the day of the engagement, think a little more, but I never mentioned this issue. I had not taken it seriously, about a month had passed since my and Elahe's engagement, when a few-day business trip took place for Elahe's father. Travel, and especially in the south of the country, he stepped into a shoe for us to go, but I could not go because of work and busyness, so I offered to go without me, and the goddess, as if I had the role of a cucumber for her. He got the first compliment and left. I was very upset. They insist on denying Elmira, I was also happy that if Elmira does not, they will restrict your travel, but I soon realized how much nonsense they said that there is a lot of hope in despair !!! , Because Elmira was supposed to stay with one of her family every night for two weeks so that she would not be alone, in any case, the goddess left and they left. I told him that he made excuses for dinner and stopped and after about two hours he sent an SMS saying that he is very tired and can not talk and he will call me tomorrow, with a kiss icon that was a sign for me and to donkey, In short, as always with the song "Let's Write" Mahasti, I fell asleep and opened my eyes. I saw that it was 5 in the morning. He called himself at two o'clock in the afternoon. I regretted it very soon, God, I loved her very much and I have, but I was not in that mood at that time صه In short, that day also passed and it was around 9 pm, half an hour before that I had talked to the goddess and a little I was getting ready, I was getting ready to go to bed when an SMS came to me, I thought it was the goddess who wanted to buy it again with her love sentences, but I picked up the phone and was surprised to see it, because I did not remember it at all and I was waiting. I did not have an SMS, he wrote: "If you wake up, ring me a bell" I was very excited, to dial the number, a thousand kinds of thoughts and fantasies passed through my head, picked up the first horn of the phone, his voice was ringing and trembling, as if She had cried, I swore to tell her what had happened, she started crying, in short, after a minute or two that passed for me for a year or two, she calmed down a bit and I just realized that she had been home alone this night, she had spent the previous night in fear and shivering. But tonight he could not bear it anymore, I wanted to swear at him that, firstly, why did you stay home alone and secondly, you made me half alive, but I was heartbroken, but what could I do in the middle of the night? "Yes, God, I'm coming to you soon, I'm having a stroke." It was as if compliments had not come to this family at all.I went crazy from the grief of parting, I told him I was staying with one of my friends last night, I was cursing myself and all these misplaced compliments along the way, in short, after a quarter I arrived at the house, I called it took him a while to remember to open the door, I I also took the opportunity and told the earth and the bad and bad time as much as I could. This was Elmira… ?! How different it was! How much more beautiful it was! She was wearing a white leggings with a white skirt up to her knees, she had made herself so beautiful that in that dim light I felt an angel standing in front of me, I could not believe it was the same Elmira that I had known for two years, she had never seen it like this. I was there, I always looked at her as a younger sister and I had never looked at her lustfully before, but this time my mouth was dry, I looked at her so tall that she spoke up and said: "We Look who we told to remember to take care of us ”I laughed once, went inside and shook hands with him, but my hand was clearly shaking, I had no control over my actions at all, I went inside the hall on the couch, even though Elmira went into the kitchen, I was thinking about the scene I had seen and I was trying to justify myself with a logical reason, but what could I do ?! المیرا به من زنگ بزنه و بگه بیا اینجا، اونم ساعت 11 شب، بعد هم اون آرایش و لباس، تو همین فکرا بودم که المیرا اومد نشست روبروم و یه لیوان آبمیوه گذاشت جلوم، تشکر کردم لیوان و برداشتم تا ته سر کشیدم، خودم از کارم خنده ام گرفته بود ، من جلوی هیچ دختری اینجوری کم نیاورده بوده، چه برسه به المیرا که مثل خواهرم بود، چند دقیقه ای به سکوت گذشت تا اینکه یه کم به خودم اومدم و پرسیدم :”دیگه چطوری؟” گفت :” چه عجب حال منم پرسیدی” گفتم :”ببخشید یه کم خواب آلوده بوده، چرا تنها موندی خونه؟ نمیگی میترسی” خندید و گفت :” الان که تو پیش منی، واسه چی بترسم” اینو که گفت طوری تو چشمام نگاه کرد که باز این دل وامونده ام هری ریخت پایین، سعی کردم صدام نلرزه و گفتم :” بهر حال اشتباه کردی و…..”تا اومدم بقیه جمله مو بگم بلند شد و اومد نشست بغل دستم، جمله ام تو دهنم خشکید، تو دوران دوستی من و الهه بارها و بارها پیش اومده بود من و المیرا دوتایی به جایی بریم و یا اینکه در خلوت با هم صحبت کنیم، ولی هیچ وقت نه روابطمون از حد و اندازه خارج شده بود و نه من همچین حالی پیدا کرده بودم، احساس میکردم گرمای بدنش تمام وجودمو می سوزونه، زیر چشمی نگاهی به بالا تنه اش انداختم، سوتین نبسته بود و برجستگی سینه اش نگاه آدم رو قفل می کرد، در عرض چند ثانیه یه فلاش بک به تمام دو سال گذشته زدم، به تمام مدتی که المیرا در کنارم بود ، دست در دست هم راه رفتیم، با هم گفتیم و خندیدیم، ولی من از وجودش بی اطلاع بودم، انگار فهمید که نگاهم بد جوری به سینه هاش قفل شده چون یه تکونی به خودش داد و پاش رو رو پای دیگرش انداخت، اما بدتر شد، چون حالا میتونستم سفیدی رونشو تا لبه شرتش ببینم، اونقدر سفید و درخشان بود که حتی مجال پلک زدن هم بهم نمی داد، دست چپشو بلند کرد و روی پشتی کاناپه گذاشت ، طوری که فکر کردم می خواد دست دور گردنم بندازه، حالا دیگه رو در روی هم بهم نگاه می کردیم، همون طور که بهم نگاه میکرد دو سه بار لب باز کرد که چیزی بگه، ولی هربار حرفشو خورد، انگار تو دریای تردید بین گفتن و نگفتن گیر افتاده باشه، گفتم “: چیزی می خوای بگی” همونطور که نگاهشو از چشمام بر نمیداشت گفت”: می دونی چرا من همیشه مخالف ازدواج تو و الهه بودم” گفتم :”نمی دونم شاید واسه اینکه بعد الهه تنها میشی و منو مسبب این میدونی” احساس کردم چشماش قرمز شد، آره اشک تو چشماش جمع شد و به سختی بغضشو فرو داد و با صدای لرزون گفت:” نه ، نه من فقط و فقط واسه اینکه تو رو از دست ندم مخالف این ازدواج بودم، دقیقا هم درست فکر میکردم، چون تو این یک ماه نامزدی شما من فقط دو سه بار تو رو دیدم، اونم نه اونجوری که همیشه با هم بودیم، طی اون دو سال من همیشه باید با خودم و احساسم می جنگیدم و چیزی نمیگفتم، فقط و فقط بدلیل اینکه تو قرار بود با خواهر من ازدواج کنی، من نباید به تو می گفتم دوستت دارم چون الهه قبل از من تو رو دوست داشت، من باید به رفت و آمدهای عادی با تو بسنده می کرده چون در حق خواهرم خیانت نکرده باشم، ولی تو این یه ماه فهمیدم نمیتونم به این کار ادامه بدم، من نمی تونم…….” گریه نذاشت بقیه حرفشو بزنه و من که فقط مثل منگل ها داشتم نگاش می کردم تنها کاری که ازم بر اومد این بود که بهش نزدیک شم و سرشو رو شونه خودم بگیرم، خدای من ، من چقدر احمق بودم که متوجه این علاقه نشده بودم، علاقه ای که تازه فهمیده بودم چقدر متقابل و زیباست، من چقدر خر بودم که تا بحال به المیرا به چشم یه دختر کامل و مستقل نگاه نکرده بودم، المیرا همیشه برای من خواهر الهه بود، ولی الان دیگه دیر شده بود، من و الهه رسما زن و شوهر بودیم و واسه تصمیم گیری خیلی دیر بود، همونطور که المیرا گریه میکرد از خودم جدا کردمش و تو صورتش زل زدم، احساس کردم اگه الان حرفی نزنم احساس المیرا رو زیر پام له کردم، واسه همین به سختی گفتم :” ببین المیرا من نمیدونم این احساس از کی و چه جوری در تو بوجود اومده، ولی یه چیزو مطمئن باش، این علاقه ای که تو ازش حرف زدی فقط در تو نیست، یعنی الان می فهمم که چقدر دوستت دارم و چقدر متفاوت از قبل دوستت دارم، من …من قبول دارم که در حق تو بی انصافی کردم، ولی هنوز دیر نشده، من و تو می تونیم زود بزود هم دیگه رو ببینیم، بعد از ازدواج من و الهه هر وقت دوست داشته باشی میتونی بیای خونمون و مثل قدیما با هم بگیم و بخندیم، ما هنوز می تونیم با هم کوه و پارک و سینما و..
