I smoked and gave up

Hi, I am 24 years old, I look normal, but some people say that you look like an oppressed person. I was walking in the street with my car. There was an Afghan on the side of the street. I rode him. He wanted to call, then Sadeghieh, I found him, he left, two days later, he sent a telegram, he said, "I'm a smoker, I'm bored." I also went and talked to him and smoked a cigarette. I was not drunk. I filled my pants with my own shirt. I was shocked. He would hit me hard and tell me how good it was Do you have it? After that, I slept on the carpet on one side. Yadoneh gave me a nice cream on my head. Our couple came together, it was very happy because we were not a couple, after that he did it 5 more times, his work environment changed, he left there altogether, but I do not know why I got used to it. I will get married, I will stay together and my wife will understand, but I myself would prefer to just do it until I am 6. Thank you to those who read until the end.