Big wrong start

My friend used to spend a few months with her. I was very young. At first, she was the only one who showed interest, but I started to like her. Honestly, she didn't have anything, and that's why I regret it. We had the garden and the villa, but Amir was completely the opposite of me. They had nothing. They were even smaller than my father's mom's room. There was a test. How long had it been? He kept telling me to come to our house. I loved him very much. I accepted. He said he was in love with me from the first day, and I believed him. It was arranged that I would go to him after the exam, I got an agency and I went there, we talked for a while and began to kiss. I didn't take off my shirt, the water didn't come, then I was late and I got an agency and went home. The next week, I was still in the exams. I went for the second time. My chest is 85 and I'm thin, my waist is 34, and everyone likes my body. He complimented me on my body that day. He started to eat my breasts and then he took off his shorts and pants and lay down on me. I was slowly rubbing his dick on me. I was very wet and he made it hard. It was burning all over my body. He quickly pulled back and there was no blood. Don't be afraid. I was in a lot of pain, I had folded my legs, I was sitting, then he brought my clothes and I was ready to go. Almost a month passed, it was the first of March, when there was no one with us, I called and he came quickly. I swear I didn't care anymore, even though I always hated being spanked, but I bit him and then he fell asleep, I went to bed and started to rub him, he said, Horam, you're with me, no one will touch you but me, I love you, I was affirming and biting his lips, what did he do? Wow, there was a strange pain. I got up to see blood, but there was nothing. Amir doubted, but he didn't say anything. I enjoyed it a lot. I asked him to continue again. He satisfied me twice and then he couldn't do it anymore, but I still wanted him. Then he changed his behavior and told me one night. You didn't have a curtain if you were bleeding, but my God, I saw that he was the first person to even touch me. In short, our relationship had cooled a bit. I had told him that I wanted to come and bleed, because of that I was relieved that he wouldn't hurt me. As soon as he found out, he was happy and kind to me. It happened, but the conditions were not right and I couldn't go. I was just seeing everyone outside. He had a very short exam in June. I called him to say that we should go out together after Aktahan. I have work and he cut me off. It doesn't end. He even took money from my pocket. I broke up with him. He came back a week later and insisted that we be together, but I didn't agree. It's been 3 years since this issue and he still reminds me of me when he's upset, and the peak of my stupidity was when After we broke up, 5 months later, I went, I had sex with him, I was in love with him, and because of him, I went through everything, my money, my time, my time as a girl, but he went and slept with my best friend, then he loved me again, I didn't believe anyone until he remembered last year I told him that you were not a girl, and I went to the gynecologist and found out that I will never forgive him for that. Horam