My zealous husband

Hello, I am angry. My 24-year-old wife is 28 years old. My life has always been full of sorrow and pain. And every day, as a child, I was cursed and beaten and humiliated. I have four brothers who beat me a lot. I never understood the feeling of having a supporter. I never tasted love. I could not find it. I started having a boyfriend from the beginning of high school. The boys were the same age as me. I was fifteen or sixteen years old. I always called him by phone card, it was very difficult for me to call, but anyway, I would go out and call him under various pretexts. My family was restricting me. He played the first person who was born to the same bastard, then I went home from the cinema for a long time with a guilty conscience. I was hungry, but I called him until I could not afford to buy a phone card. I did not call him anymore. He could not call me because I did not have a mobile phone. I was very happy to be older than myself. We became friends in terms of support in Yahoo Messenger because my brothers and my parents did not support me. I was just humiliated and beaten. I liked a boy a few years older. Then he took me to his friend's house and took me to the room and undressed me. I had never been naked in front of a boy in my life. And I was beaten by my family because I was late for school. My family's was harassing me a lot. My dad was smoking. My grandfather would not pay for the bus. My father would go to school. My mother would beat me. He took me to his friend's house with Mohammad Mohammad and left me without any preliminaries They put me to bed on my stomach and you went to sleep and I was taken aback by someone. I did not befriend anyone for a few years and I was all stressed about marriage. I do not have a veil, until last year a suitor came to me. He would slap me hard on the eyes and say that you are my slave, now he gives me to his friends to make me and takes money from them. I do not enjoy my husband's friends, my family does not accept me, I have nowhere to go, I have to endure the situation.