Strange

I was standing in front of the hotel, watching the golden sunlight, which, as always, was clear everywhere. I was kind of upset, I knew what I was dying for but I didn't want to believe it. As the saying goes, the truth is always crap! I was on my own when Shirin put her hand on my shoulder from behind and I came to myself.
Shirin - Is something wrong?
Not me. As always.
Sweet - what a strange thing!
Me - Yes, very much. Sit in the car and go.
Sweet - Where? So what guys.
Me - Call and turn.
Shirin - Yahoo hits you in the head ?!
Without saying anything, I got in my car and waited for Shirin to get in the car and we left. On the way, Shirin called Nazanin and told her to go out for lunch or have lunch at the same hotel and we have work to do! Then he kept telling me where he was going and I, who was feeling bad, ignored him and hurried across the street. I do not know how long it took, but we finally got rid of the damn traffic and reached Jumeirah Beach. I had a very cozy hangout and beach ball on the beach of Jumeirah for myself that I had a lot of fun with. I parked the car in a corner and motioned for Shirin to get off. We got off at the same time and the women walked to the sea together.
Sweet - what a beautiful place!
I - my only hangout.
Shirin - Do you know what? Why Yahoo is back.
Me - I think my capacity was exhausted.
Sweet - Capacity?
Me - yeah, the capacity to hold my appearance.
Shirin - What are you? what's your problem?
Me - the problem ?! You better ask what your problem is!
I took a deep breath, then took a few steps forward and stood right on the water's edge, lighting a cigarette and watching my thoughts as I watched the rhythmic movement of the sea waves. As always, I was tired and exhausted, the effects of fear could be clearly seen in my eyes. Fear of what was about to happen, fear of being seen by others, fear of losing.
Sweet - Can I ask you something?
I nodded my head in approval.
Shirin - Excuse me, but why are you kind of abnormal? I mean, how can I say that I think you have a special cold and ice in your eyes. A deep tiredness. I do not know how to say…
I took a deep breath from my cigarette and said my past is an unfinished sea.
Shirin - Do you just feel bad about yourself because of the past? So what about the future?
Me - Maybe one day my grief was rooted in my past, but for some time now it has not been like this. The damn past is one side and the fear of the future is the other.
Sweet - The future? What is going to happen?
Me - the time of the last shot is disturbing.
Shirin - I do not understand what you mean.
I - carefree…
Shirin - Are you in the future?
Me - Everyone can see their own future. I also see events that come unintentionally and ruin my whole life.
Sweet - how scary you talk. You lose your heart.
Me - You are heartbroken to hear it, so I'm in pain that I see my own future, right?
Sweet - I find it very unusual.
Me - everyone's opinion, but everyone looks at me. One thinks I'm crazy, another says you've reached emptiness, another says you're happy under your heart, and in short, everyone has an impression of me. My pain is that no one can understand what my pain is! People like me are like that.
Sweet - Without self-worth, it means that all people should know their own worth. You may have a mufti, but it is not worth it to give it to the same mufti.
I - It does not matter. I have been captivated by fate for a long time. The destiny that comes to him the most is written down, otherwise how should I first witness the truths that a human being can not bear even in old age.
Shirin - can you finish it? I'm crying.
I - carefree…
Without saying a word, Shirin took my pack of cigarettes from me, lit a cigarette for herself, and she, like me, drowned in the sea waves. With the bottom of my shoe, I drew a little on the water that was spread on the sands of the beach and I remembered my childhood. Remember, the pure childhood. We held the hand of our teammate, who was always the opposite sex, and we were so happy in our clean and painless world that the world envied us. When we were asked about the future, we proudly said we want to do this! How soon it passed… It was as if it was only yesterday that I had taken my teammate by the hand and as we were playing sand on the seashore I was telling him to promise to stay together forever, he was embarrassing to promise! Our world was childish games, our love was our teammate, our job was formed from our dreams and now everything was over. The clean world of my childhood had become the unclean world of today and my love for my teammates had turned into the painful wounds of today. For a long time now, grief has been strongly connected with me. I did not see any way to escape from the sorrow of life and it was as if he was with me more and more every day than yesterday and was following me. I remembered the words of my helper who said, "Behind the ruined path to the mirage." I had progressed so much that he was afraid of the past, he was turning into fear of the future, the future that I saw with my own eyes, how it is coming and taking everything with it like a storm, even our names and customs… I know it is hard to believe but you have to believe The lives of some people are deeply connected with sorrow and pain, if we open our eyes well, we can see many people with this characteristic. I wish we put aside our selfishness and selfishness and instead of saying go, Dad! Do not indoctrinate! No way! You get it hard! Creators deserve everything! And… All of these slogans that have fallen into our mouths for a moment do not go unnoticed by those of us who were suffering from this pain and saw no. As the saying goes, if we did not sympathize, we would not be in pain anymore م I took a deep breath of my cigarette and started walking, in my own climate, I walked right next to the water and the beach, and as the gentle wind blew, I smoked my cigarette in my face and below. I was whispering the lips of your helper…
Our age is the age of deception
The Age of Stranger Names
The Age of Withered Goldon
Black umbrella in the rain
Our city is busy
His promises are all lies
The sky is full of soot
The heart of his lover is blue…
But I was sorry for something, it was a pity that I could not sit in a boat and face the sea. It is a pity that he could not go so far that the beach ignores us. Too bad not many things !!
I was in my own mood when I came to myself with a sweet voice and saw him standing beside me and looking at me with a surprised and worried look! I took a look around and saw that I was so upset that I was at least 300 meters away from the first place! Realizing what he meant, I wiped my stomach with my back and said with my head, without saying anything.
A few minutes later we were by the car and we left with Shirin. I was silent for the first time, but a little later I was able to control my damn nerves and make myself more compact.
Excuse me. I did not intend to upset you, but I do not have nervous balance at all. Consider being on the side of a patient.
Sweet - Please. I was not upset with you, I was just upset with why, why a young man like you should be in this situation.
I - carefree! Everyone has a destiny. Maybe people like me are good because there are so many of them who go beyond these words and count the moments for their death, like so many AIDS patients, cancer patients and the like.
Shirin - I just realize how ridiculous life is.
Me - Do not think about it anymore, it takes away your choice.
Shirin fell silent in her own silence and said nothing more. I did not want the situation to be like this, so I decided to change my words and not say anything in front of Shirin anymore. The poor man was not guilty, he had come to enjoy a few days of travel, which we did and ruined! At first, he did not walk much, but the first time I joked with him, his mood changed and he almost fell short! After I was able to completely shake his head and change his mood, we decided to go to lunch! It was past one o'clock when we were just going for lunch! On the way, Nazanin and Mani rang a bell, and as I guessed, they had gone to bed after lunch and had just complained about why we woke them up!
Shirin - How torn these kids are today! I was the same age, I did not dare to talk to my boyfriend on the phone and I was afraid my family would catch me! Now the lady is complaining, why did you wake me up, we are asleep !!!
Me - I think I'm too smart! They themselves know that your return to Iran in two days is not news of this and they find a thousand kinds of problems in their relationship with each other, now they are having fun. One of them's mother is sleeping on the phone.
Sweet - I do not know!
Me - now you understand why I said in the morning to have air ?!
Shirin - Are you in the same situation?
Me - Say we do not understand something.
It was about 3pm after lunch and we headed back to the hotel to get Shirin.
Shirin - Where are you going?
I - home.
Shirin - What is it about your house that you love so much?
I - nothing! A four wall like the rest.
Shirin - So why do you love her so much?
Me - no one's home anywhere!
Sweet - Hard to get. Are you not coming to us?
me, you? How many curses do you have?
Shirin - Me and Nazanin, who, of course, have now been added thanks to Your Excellency Mani Joon !!
Me - So where did you say that?
Shirin - Sleep in Mani's room… You are right! I became one!
Me - Yes, another one. I was in your place, I was refrigerating my room, then I was pulling the blanket and sleeping on the bed!
Sweet - Why my place? You can not take your place?
Me - oh I always do that! I don't need a blanket anymore, I have a mobile heater.
Shirin - Dad, how many possibilities do you have, we are unaware!
I - Where did you see that!
Shirin - Can't you go home alone now?
I - No, Dad, I have not had time to take care of the house since this haram came. I'm going to sweep and sweep the house.
Sweet - Oh! You are talking like housewives!
I - alone makes everything!
Shirin - Now that you have not reached home as you say, today is the way! We slept until late in the morning, I can not sleep anymore and I get bored.
Me - What should I do?
Sweet - Come to me.
Me - Go, Dad, at the end of the painting, your mom will be holding your wrist, now come and fix it!
Shirin - No, what does my mom and dad have to do with me? I'm not that kid!
Me - Oh, let's go to your mom.
Shirin - Shall we go?
I - Definitely!
Shirin - I'm OK, you're not coming anymore!
Me - I come only on one condition.
Shirin said with concern the bet?
I said with a laugh, "Do not be afraid, Baba, of those painful conditions, it is something else."
Sweet - rude! say?
Me - As long as you talk this time, I'm tired of talking enough. Now it's your turn to tell yourself.
Sweet - Accept.
I - I have another condition.
Shirin - What else?
Me - You must have no bad intentions!
Shirin looked at me with round eyes and said, "Take delivery again ?!" Who tells whom! By the way, I wanted to say this.
Me - I'm sorry, but you girls…! You take a kind of faction as if you hate everything in love and mood, and the unfortunate boys beat you, and you, with misfortune, came to give them a present with a thousand coins!
Shirin - Isn't it bad to filter?
Me - the truth should not be overlooked!
Shirin - Let me tell you guys what are these?
Me - Well Dad I was kidding! Oh oh this prejudice killed me!
Shirin said with a laugh, "That's all the beauty of a girl!"
I - Yes, yes.
As I was walking fast towards the hotel, I turned on the car audio system, then turned the song around and, as usual, my assistant started singing…
My sweet Do not be bitter with the lover
These minutes are lost
This is not my world and yours
Farhad is no longer a mountain
One day we will not know what we are
Who were we, and who were we, and who are we?
My sweet sweet, I became a Farhad for you
Shirin Shirin, do not waste my life…
Shirin took a look at this song and said, "Wow, what a song!"
Me - beautiful?
Sweet - wonderful! I had never heard.
Me - Listen now.
Shirin - Do you know me?
Me - OK, I'm pouring into your phone.
Sweet - I do not want it all!
Me - a complete DVD ?! Why?
Shirin - Believe me, I fell in love with Darius when I saw you! Do you behave in one way or another?
As I laughed I said how interesting!
Shirin - for what?
Me - Everyone says I'm spreading 2 things like a contagious disease. One cigarette, one Dariush!
Shirin - Incidentally, since I saw you, my desire to smoke has increased!
Me - according to a friend of mine who joked that you wrote a few memoirs, but you smoked a nation, almost all of them love Darius!
Shirin - Memories?
Me - yes he was joking!
Shirin - Ahan!
About half an hour later, I was sitting on the bed in the sweet room, waiting for her to come from her mother's room. We had just arrived and he went to hit them and see what they were doing! I was lying on the bed and I was on my own when the room opened and Shirin came and she threw herself on the bed and stared at the ceiling of the room.
Me - was it a donkey-eating ceremony?
Sweet - almost! God damn this sweetheart, her mother said it is clear where she is, there is no news about her! I also financed yogurt as much as I could.
Me - you did a great job.
Shirin - What else can we do?
Me - Well define?
Shirin - Don't get me wrong, I'm not bored right now.
Me - you mean you bought it?
Shirin - I said I'm not bored right now, I did not say I do not say!
I - they. I say what a good girl you are.
Sweet - How?
Me - so be it!
Shirin - a boy does not break like that!
Me - let go sleep I want to sleep.
Shirin - I made you bored, do not you want to sleep now?
Me - don't get me wrong, I had little sleep last night!
Sweet - I can not sleep.
Me - your problem!
Sweet - How unfiltered are you? It 's not like you're talking to a lady!
Me - Miss? So you confessed you are not a girl?
Shirin - No, you are not a piece of cake. I did not mean that.
Me - at a glance I say open!
Shirin - Are you rude again?
Excuse me! Good Night.
Shirin - What time is it now?
Me - Well, good afternoon.
Shirin - Can't you sleep now? Joon Shirin is bored.
I - go to the pool.
Sweet - Pool?
Me - Yes, another one.
Shirin gave me a meaningful look and said pool دوباره again!
I - Yes I said pool.
Shirin knocked on my door and said no to the pool!
Me - Do not think I'm falling asleep.
Shirin - Who goes to the pool alone? I'm bored.
I'm tired!
Shirin - Well, I promise we'll be in the pool first and then go to the jacuzzi.
Not me!
Shirin - don't hit me anymore, be a base.
I - I'm tired, otherwise I'm in love.
Sweet - so let's go.
Now hey, he insisted on it and denied it to us, but he did not! Of course, I had a craving for water and a pool, especially in the jacuzzi, but it was difficult for me to get there due to laziness. That we woke them up and how much they cursed us !!!) We went up to the pool with Shirin…

I came out of the pool locker room and went to the shower, where Shirin came out of the locker room as she sang to herself and went to the side shower. I took a look at it and then started wetting my body.
Sweet - What?
I - nothing! Did he take a look?
Shirin - half a look? This was something more honorable than the whole look!
Me - Do you understand?
Sweet - not just smart! Are we really beautiful? Yesterday we went out and bought.
I glanced at her red bikini and nodded in approval.
Shirin - I said look at my bikini, not somewhere else!
Me - Do you doubt yourself?
Shirin - No, I have it in your eyes!
I closed the shower and as I was going to the pool I said we did not want Dad! Now we have a look, something that has not diminished!
Shirin quickly took a shower and as she came behind me, she said I was joking, don't be upset!
I looked around and saw a secluded pool! Except for us, there were only 2 other people, and that was 2 foreign girls. I nodded and said under my breath, now if it was forbidden, they would dive on each other from the crowds of the nation! In short, I played with water outside the pool until Shirin came to me.
I took a meaningful look and said do you not die in water?
Shirin - Won't you die first?
Me - I mean to go without you ?!
Shirin - Do not be naughty.
I quickly took Shirin's hand and said that solo diving never works!
Sweet - no!
But it was too late because I hurriedly pulled the sweet into my arms and dived into the water! The poor thing was on the floor until he screamed! Shirin was crawling under the water and I was so full of her face that she could not stand it anymore and she clung to my whole body so much that I preferred to go upstairs so that I would not be striped! I nodded and we came very quickly to the water, Shirin had put her hand around my neck and was constantly coughing and panting and I was laughing too! A few moments passed like this until my heart really burned, the poor man was coughing so much that he was drinking water and his beautiful eyes had become a bowl of blood! I quickly threw him out of the pool and he lay there. It took a few minutes to get better and this time I went out of the pool myself and I was constantly helping him!
Shirin said as she breathed, she was very cowardly!
Me - I did not think you were so thin orange!
Sweet - Thin Orange? Everyone did what you did!
Me - really sorry! Oh, I also have a sadism.
Shirin - Damn your collection that has everything!
As I was laughing, I took Shirin's hand, lifted her up and said, "Let's go swimming now!"
Shirin - Let me go in the water myself!
Without saying anything, I jumped into the water and Shirin joined me a few moments later. First we joked a little in the water and then we started swimming. Although I did not have much patience, but I had to because of Shirin! We went up and down the water together for a few minutes until Shirin herself realized that I did not want much and told us to go to the jacuzzi. While I was waiting for this moment, I quickly jumped out of the water, then I pulled the sweet hand and we went to the Jacuzzi together.
As usual, I sat in front of the hot water jacuzzi and leaned on the wall, Shirin sat next to me and just like me leaned on the side walls, but because her head was badly placed, she pulled my hand forward and put her head on my hand. I did not say anything, I just pulled out a pack of cigarettes that I had already thrown around, lit a cigarette in front of me and went inside as usual.
Shirin - Your life is a sentence?
I - live!
Sweet - Thank you! I mean, are you too romantic? Do not close your eyes?
Me - does not fit with my blood type!
Shirin - Yes, from the many feelings and the way you treat a typical lady!
Me - I'm fine. I mean, I myself prefer to stay in these issues I do not understand!
Shirin - What can be said about this distinctive character?
I - I'm sorry for you!
Sweet - so I'm sorry for you!
I - Morsi.
Shirin took my cigarette from my hand and started to swallow it herself. I also looked at the sky and whispered to myself لب
My love, love me, although there is no deadline
There is no opportunity to be with you, though
My love, love me, let me fall from my feet
Stay with me that I will not reach tomorrow without you
love me, my love
love me, my love
Shirin - What do you know about love, love ?! being in love?
Me - Oops, what!
Shirin - how I miss you!
Me - What am I?
Shirin - What is not ?!
I - they.
Shirin - I read this, I remembered the movie Weeds.
Me - Oh, do you see this movie too?
Shirin - it turns out!
Me - Scream Underwater?
Shirin - one of the best movies I've ever seen.
Me - OK!
Shirin - What are you?
I - Wherever there is a trace of Darius, I was, even if there is not a day, I swear I will not be!
Sweet - you are either in love or crazy!
Me - both!
Shirin moved a little and now she was sitting completely in my arms. I also pulled my hand forward so as not to bother him, and by doing so, our circle became tighter than before. I'm not saying I was not lustful, but after all these years of experience, I know well how to control everything, so I treated him in such a way that he would not think about me again.
Shirin - What are your plans for the future?
I laughed and said it is not higher than colored black!
Shirin - I never understood what you were saying.
I - carefree…
Shirin - I am establishing a law office after graduating. I want to get away very soon.
Me - you do a good job, never give up.
Shirin - I wish you could talk too. Of course, I mean in this case.
I - I have nothing to say.
I smoked a pack of cigarettes, lit another cigarette, and was overwhelmed with thoughts. Shirin, who realized that I was not in shape, put her head on my shoulder without saying anything and closed her eyes.
I was in my mood for almost half an hour, thinking about everything and everything. My mind was spinning at a high speed and everything was passing through my mind and thoughts like a fast-moving movie. I brushed my hair and whispered to myself tiredly. My heart was full more than ever and the sadness in me was progressing well. It is really hard to accept the bitter realities of life, but it is harder to bear them. I knew something was going to happen soon that would bring me great failures. I had a strange fear and excitement that I had never experienced. I was very scared of others. Now I could feel what it meant when the helper shouted, "I look like a terrified wounded leopard." Now I had discovered another dimension of life and realized many things that I had not smelled before. I wanted to cry, but it was a pity! I was so engrossed in myself that I completely forgot where I was until Yahoo came to me and I came as if they had given me a strange shock. I ate a jolt and looked around. I just forgot where I am. I looked at Shirin, her head was on my chest and she was asleep. He had soft eyes that came close to his lips. I ran a hand over her short hair and then kissed her head very gently. Not out of intention, because I was remembering so many things. Remember, who once had their heads on my chest like that, but now they have all become a memory in my diary. I kissed his head again, as if I had gone back into my memories and those moments were in front of my eyes. There were tears in my eyes but I could not cry. I wiped my stomach with the back of my hand and kissed her head again, remembering all my memories. My mind was creating strange scenes with power and with my mind and it passed in front of my eyes like a movie. A few minutes later, I hugged Yahoo involuntarily and pushed myself. I knew he was going to wake up now, but it didn't matter to me, I was pushing him with more force, but Yehu opened his eyes and stared at me in surprise. I had nothing to say, but he must have understood something himself. He knew it was not intentional and what that meant to me. His fluffy eyes stared at me, but because he knew I might be embarrassed, they closed them too soon, and I pushed him again. It has happened to all of us to be in a situation that we have experienced before in a different way and now to renew it with a new rhythm. I was in the same situation. My memories passed before my eyes like a movie, the voices of many people whispered in my ears, I put my hands on my head because it was a strange pain, I did not care anymore, I wanted the world to end there, as if I was in an unfinished tunnel that was going fast. Inside, my mind could no longer create all these scenes…. I shouted a little and opened my eyes, my body was cold, I looked around strangely and leaned my head back involuntarily…
Shirin - Are you? are you okay?
I nodded and said nothing.
Shirin nodded a little, then took a handful of water in her hand and poured it on my face. I took a deep breath and opened my eyes again.
Me - I'm sorry, I'm sick of Yahoo!
Shirin - Do you want to go doctor?
I - No, I'm used to it. Yahoo is catching up.
Sweet - Oh damn you. If a person is by your side, he will grow old in a year.
Me - Pray for a year!
Shirin - Let's walk.
why me?
Shirin - it's better not to be here. I do not like this situation.
I sprinkled the cup, then I took Shirin's hand and we went to take a shower together, then we went to the dressing room to change our clothes.
Me - come to help? !!
Shirin - someone has to help you, abnormal person!
A few minutes later we put on our clothes and returned to the sweet room.
Shirin - oh how I sleep!
Me - Have you just fallen asleep near sunset?
Sweet - Oops. I say let's sleep!
Me - I sleep a lot myself, but we can't do much because it becomes a painting. Meanwhile, the two of them wake up and put us to sleep!
Shirin - do not be so hard, have fun with your moments!
I - the eyes of the coach.
I took off my T-shirt and threw myself on the bed. Shirin, seeing that I was comfortable, took off her pillow and threw herself on the bed like me!
I took a meaningful look at her and said, "Please keep a distance, red bra!"
Shirin - What are you doing with my bra? Then I have the same opinion!
Me - Of course, our neighbor's daughter was asleep in my arms half an hour ago? You were not that!
Shirin - It was not my hand Yahoo fell asleep!
Me - so be careful not to fall asleep now!
Shirin - Omra!
I raised an eyebrow, then turned my back on it and closed my eyes to go to bed sooner.

I was really tired and I wanted to sleep a full heart, so I closed my eyes and little by little I was falling asleep when Yahoo hit me hard! I hurried back and saw Shirin put her head under the blanket and fell asleep! I knew it's sick and he probably kicked me hard, but I did not wake up and went back to Rome to sleep again. A few moments passed and I knew he was doing the same thing again, so the moment I felt the sweet blanket shake, I hurried back and saw him leaning towards me and looking at me in surprise! I did not know whether to laugh at that situation or get stuck! Poor thing, I laughed myself and you laughed anyway!
Me - can you not get sick? I am sleepy
Shirin - you are called a romantic, unfeeling, rude, unpredictable person! It's not like a lady is sleeping next to you!
Me - So what do I do?
Shirin - Do not be like Roto Anwar!
Me - I'm sorry I forgot to hug you!
Shirin - First of all, you are so polite, secondly, you do not know me!
I pulled his hand towards me and said, "Okay, come hug me."
Sweet - really that! Do you know how it feels?
Me - Well no!
Sweet - really that!
Me - Jon, your mom, I miss one of these's's in my memory!
Sweet - dirt on that head! Well, you have a long history and you still remain the same idiot !!
Me - Don't be cute now, let's sleep in my arms!
Shirin - Is that so? You do not know, first you have to kill a cute lady ?!
Me - Oh, should I be cute now?
Sweet - it depends on the stretch of your mind!
Me - Well, sweetheart, wait…
I dropped the cup, sat down at the top of the cup, made Saddam thicker, and said, in the words of his brother Mohammad Sanati, "Don't be cute…, Naz's no longer has a buyer…"
Shirin, as you were laughing, said with surprised eyes, "Are you talking about Hossein Sanati?"
Me - What do I know? My father knows his brother, I do not know him.
Sweet - dirt on your head! Was that cute?
Me - no I said no more cute!
Shirin - We did not want to go to sleep, sir, we are tired.
Me - According to the children, may God have mercy on your father and have mercy on your mother!
Sweet - Yes?
Me - Nothing Let's sleep!
Shirin was still thinking about what the piece I had thrown up meant. The poor man was like a doll in my arms and I was pushing him like that and he was limping !! In short, after a few minutes when I put my head on his head and he laughed as much as he could, I let go and we slept like a man in our arms. Shirin was just a tight red bra, and I, who had taken off my T-shirt and was naked. My eyes were just warming up when he said next to my ear, hug me tightly, then put your hand behind my back. I did the same, and he stared into my eyes for a few minutes without saying anything, and the moment he felt his eyes full, he quickly closed his eyes.
I whispered in his ear, "What did you remember?"
Shirin said with her eyes closed, she always hugged me like that and we slept.
Me - did you love her?
Shirin - I loved her.
Me - what a stupid question! Everyone seems to be like me! I did not remember that I am not considered a person…
Sweet - Shall I say something?
Me - Tell me?
Shirin - Can you believe me if I told you that you were one of the sweetest boys I have ever seen?
Me - dating for 2 days?
Shirin - It's not a matter of 2 days, I'm not a child, I, like many others, had a whole lot of memories and times for myself.
I - carefree…
Shirin put her hand around my neck and said, "Remember, one day she hugged me like that and I slept in her arms like that, then she told me I love you and I said no, اندازه This is our usual dialogue." How many times did we read love poems گوش by the ear… What do you love that we did not tell each other… But who? Bitter memories today.
Me - we are all memories.
شیرین - بقول تو بیخیال…
We closed our eyes without saying a word and slept as if we were in our arms. A deep sleep, maybe I was full of that love for her and she was full of my love for me! It is true that many things in life are over, but sometimes it is possible to go back to those happy moments with a few recollections or a small staging for a few seconds. Shirin was a stranger, a stranger who had no share in my life, but now there is no place. I lost all my loved ones, all the people I loved and now I was full. As soon as he was in my arms and with that pure heart he revived all the memories of the past for me, a world was valuable to me. It was so valuable that I was willing to do anything to always be in my arms and relive my memories. I did not want to miss those moments and replace them with sleep, but after a long time my heart was so calm and I felt safe that I could not stop myself. My eyes were half open from exhaustion and I struggled until the last moment not to sleep, I wanted to be back, to be with my memories again باز.
I opened my eyes slowly, it was dark everywhere and the room was dark. I looked at Shirin, she was cuddling like a cuddly cat, and she was asleep. I stared at his innocent face for a moment, then kissed him very gently on the head and said, "Thank you stranger, you were a stranger to me and you did something that no one else did." I took a few deep breaths, tears welling up in my eyes, and I was afraid I would not be able to stop myself, so I kissed her on the head again. I stared out for a moment, gazing from the depths of darkness into the flickering light of the skyscrapers outside, into the night sky, the twinkling of the warning lights of planes breaking the sound barrier at any moment, and many other things that mean only in the depths of darkness. My stomach was involuntarily dripping on my cheeks, I was burning but I did not know if it was from the past or the future. When you say behind the ruined front in front of the mirage, this is what it means, the purgatory that your being wants to swallow… I lit a cigarette and as I was leaning against the window in the dark and staring out, I was taking nervous pains from my cigarette when Yahoo made a sound, yes My jealousy was right, one was standing in the back of the room and wanted to knock on the door. I hurriedly threw my cigarette out the window, then jumped, took my T-shirt and went to the bathroom and pulled the curtain of the bathtub. I did it so fast that the side had not yet had a chance to strike! As soon as I pulled back the curtain, he immediately rang the doorbell and one of them knocked on the door. It was the voice of a woman I guessed must be her mother. It wasn't long before I heard the door open and he came in. I could not hear their voices clearly, I just knew that they were talking about why he opened the door so late that finally Shirin said that I was drowning in sleep and these words. I sat in the tub for a few minutes, but no, it was as if he was not going to leave! In the same situation, I lit a cigarette and started smoking and thinking !! I was just whispering under my breath that it was already working! In short, I finished my cigarette and whispered 2 helper songs, the voice came and went! I was waiting for this moment, I quickly jumped out of the bathroom and wanted to put on my T-shirt when I saw Shirin looking at me with round and surprised eyes!
Me - Did you see the jinn?
Shirin - What are you doing here?
Me - So where should I be?
Shirin - The first time I woke up, my nymph fell down and I said that my mother should take the stage, what is she naked and I am with a bra! But when I came back, I saw that you are not thankful to God, and I was relieved, but I thought you had gone a long way!
Me - your hand does not hurt! Are we halfway there, buddy?
Shirin stared at me again with surprised eyes and said, "Did you go to a guerrilla class?"
Me - dirty clothes?
Sweet - Make fun of yourself. I don't think Israeli spies can do the same as you did in a few seconds!
I - the father of experience burn! I got so caught up in the girls' house that I became a professional.
Shirin - Die with that box of experience!
I arranged my T-shirt in front of the mirror and said was it your mom?
Shirin - Yes, oh God, damn it, Nazanin, if you know how much I lied !! Nazanin was stuck, where is her mother doing her job!
Me - well you forgot me! We made a mistake, we enlightened the game, we said let them be comfortable, it is clear which Gorin?
Shirin - I'm calling them now and I'm sleeping with them.
I - Yes, right.
Shirin picked up her mobile phone and called the children, and after she put them down, it turned out that they were going out for themselves !! Shirin was also shouting at Nazanin, and I was washing my hands and face every time I laughed until Yahoo hung up the phone, and I immediately dried my face and came out when I saw that Shirin was pale and was looking at me.
Me - a girl or a boy?
Sweet - What?
Me - baby I'm saying this again! Why are you watching like this? Nazanin is pregnant?
Shirin thought to herself for a moment, then slowly said something?
Me - my dear?
Shirin - We have a return ticket tomorrow afternoon !!!
I - Home?
Sweet - Tomorrow noon!
Me - what do you mean? Didn't you know?
Shirin - Chral Vali… Believe me, these 2 days I was so in my own world that I had completely forgotten. Now that I was humiliating Nazanin, he said we want to go tomorrow and last night…
I looked at Shirin in disbelief and said, "You mean you became a refugee too?"
Shirin shook her head as if Yehu had done a strange thing and said softly, "I can't believe it myself."
Me - there is no way to delay the ticket?
Sweet - not our visa, so tomorrow is over.
Me - Do not be tired!
Shirin - Are you?
Me - John?
Shirin - I can't believe it, when was 10 days? After these 10 days, only the last 2 days, I realized where I was and I was in my world…
Me - Do you hug your sad knee now?
Shirin - oh my nerves are eaten…
Me - Daddy, put some blue on your head and head.
Sweet - Damn.
When I saw that poor Shirin was very upset and I hit her hard, I quickly went to her, then I took her in my arms and put her head on her head for a while to get over it. God, my heart burned a lot, he was talking with a kind of regret, one thought his baby was sold !! In short, it took me a while and it was short, it took a few minutes, then to make him happy, I told him to go to our house together tonight until the last night, and we would be together until tomorrow when he left. At first he said it was not possible and from these words, but by offering a few scary solutions, he changed his mind and finally it was decided to go to me at the end of the night and be together until the last moment tomorrow…