First of all, let me introduce myself
I live in a small town in the north. I grew up in an almost religious family. My mother lost a car accident in Sexy.
And I live with my father and 6-year-old sister. My story is from
I am 17 years old. I was getting ready for Connie school when the doorbell rang. My sweet friend was me and
We always went to school together, I picked up my bag
I kissed my sister's feet and went to the nipple. Nazanin was my best friend.
I had lost my cousin, he was my best sympathizer
We used to say school and these things and we would go to school until our blood was far away and on the way we had the opportunity to talk about sex together.
We narrowed the alley. I wish we had never had sex that way in Iran
. It was raining and I walked faster. We were approaching the end of the alley. Then a voice came to my left. I looked at a boy about 20 years old who had fallen two meters away from us. Nazanin laughed. The boy got up quickly and himself As soon as he raised his head, my heart seemed to stop for a moment. I stood up and looked at him. He looked good and masculine. He was wearing jeans with a puma blouse. Ati said, "Where are you? I just came to myself. I went a few steps forward and looked back again. I saw him standing and looking at me. I quickly returned to Romo. He took it and hit me once. He tore my virginity. I got up and hit him under his ear. He said it was an accident. I put on my clothes and wanted to go. I did not want to be friends with any boy. I was near the school when I looked back and saw that the same boy in khaki clothes was following us. It was as if he wanted to start our school. No. I did not know if I should be happy or sad. I did not pay attention to school at all that day at school. When I returned, I saw him from a distance. I was happy. He had done a good job. My hair was skewered. Once he took an envelope from his pocket and put it in my pocket and left. But it was a beautiful colored paper with a small rose in the paper. I put it in the closet. I never had such a good feeling. The next day, when I returned, I saw it there. Yesterday, the work was repeated again. His envelope invited me to a coffee shop and I went with him in the afternoon. In the coffee shop, Kelly said about himself that his name was Massoud and he is 25 years old and he said that he loves me very much. Tell me about yourself. I said I liked you .. He was different from all the boys I knew. The only thing that mattered to them was sex. But he loved me. We walked around the market together. I went to follow him somewhere, I wanted to say goodbye to him, who hugged me once. How warm his body was, I felt calm in his arms, he finally gave me his number and left. Rooz called and said I want to talk to your father about you. Will you let me? I said okay. He talked to my father and made an appointment. My father said tonight between courtship. I did not like you. I put on my clothes and waited for them to come. Until they arrived. I was watching from behind the window of my room. He was very handsome. He liked his suit and pants very much. I was in my room when my father called me. I was very anxious. On the night of my father's courtship, he talked to me in the general room. My father was a logical man. He said that marriage was too early for you and because of this, but love closed my eyes and ears to all of this. My father told them that we want a week to think. During this time, the whole family understood and one came every day Advising. My father saw that I kept my word. He informed them and gave a positive answer and gave them. مسعودم یه اپارتمان شیک خرید رفتیم سر خونه و زندگی.شب اول نزدیکیمون رسید.دیدم بیخیال همه چیز داره میره بخوابه.از این رفتارش اعصابم خرد شد گفتم نمیخوای بدن زنت رو ببینی؟اونم پا شد و یه لب ازم گرفت بعد لباسام رو دراورد منم لباسای اونو در اوردم.هر دو لخت لخت شده بودیم.دیدم کیرش هنوز خوابیده تعجب کردم با دستام باهاش بازی کردم اما تکون نخورد.مسعود خواست با انگشت پردمو بزنه که دید من پرده ندارم.یدفعه عصبانی شد و اون روی خودشو نشون داد و شروع کرد سرم داد زدن.من بدجوری ناراحت شدم از اتاق رفتم بیرون اونم سریع در و بست.رو کاناپه نشستم و گریه کردم.گفتم اینم از شب اول ما.فرداش بخاطر رفتارش ازم معذرت خواهی کرد منم بخشیدمش.یه لب ازم گرفت و رفت سرکار.تا موقعی که بیاد خیلی حشری بودم و هی با خودم ور میرفتم.شب موقعی که اومد سریع لختش کردم و رو تخت دراز کشیدیم من یه ساعت با کیرش ور رفتم اما از جاش تکون نخورد فهمیدم مشکل جنسی داره.میخواستم باهاش در این مورد صحبت کنم که دیدم که اقا خواب رفته .اعصابم بدجوری خرد شد.هنوز 5 دقیقه نشده بود که رفتیم رو تخت.من بدجوری حشری بود نمیدونستم باید چیکار کنم.من ادم هاتی هستم و اون اصلا انگار چیزی به نام شهوت تو وجودش نیست.کارم شده بود خود ارضایی.صبح در مورد بیماریش بهش گفتم که باید بری دکتر.اونم گفت باشه.ولی هر روز واسه دکتر رفتن امروز و فردا میکرد.تا اینکه یه روز خودم به زور بردمش.دکتر واسش چند تا قرص گرون قیمت و چند تا ویاگرا تجویز کرد.ولی این چیزا هیچ تاثیری نداشت فقط یکم کیرش بیشتر بالا میومد.جدا از این اخلاق های خیلی بدی داشت.به شدت متعصب بود و غیرتی.هیچ جا نمیذاشت تنهایی برم.خودش منو میرسوند مدرسه و برگشت میومد دنبالم.گوشی و کامپیوتر هر روز چک میکرد تو ساختمون واسم به پا گذاشته بود.حتی نذاشت برم دانشگاه.درسی که یه روزی هدفم بود باید فراموش میکردم.این اخلاقاش داشت حالم ر بهم میزد با هرکیم مشورت میکردم فقط میگفتن طلاق انگار چیز دیگه ای بلد نبودن.ولی من به خاطر علاقه ای که بهش داشتم همه ی اینا رو تحمل میکردم.ولی چیزی که نمیتونستم تحمل کنم میل جنسیش بود تا دو دقیقه میرفتیم رو تخت میدیدم خواب رفته.تا اینکه یه روز با یه پسر به اسم کیوان اشنا شدم.دانشجو بود و یه خونه اجاره ای نزدیک خونمون داشت.پسر قابل اعتمادی بود زنم نداشت یه روز بهم پیشنهاد سکس داد منم قبول کردم.رفتم خونشون وقتی وارد شدم واسم شربت اورد و بعدش ازم لب گرفت.رو تخت دراز کشیدیم و گفتم منو بکن.داشت تو کسم تلمبه میزد خیلی حال میداد بعد نیم ساعت ارضا شد و من رفتم خونه.شاید به نظرتون کار درستی نکردم ولی من دیگه نمی تونستم تحمل کنم سه سال بود سکس نداشتم و هیچ راهی نبود که با همسرم سکس کنم.چهار سال همینطور گذشت ومن هفته ای یه بار با کیوان سکس داشتم ولی هیچوقت عشق و سکس و با هم قاطی نکردم و ذره ای از علاقه ام نسبت به مسعود کم نشد.ولی اون هر روز بدتر میشد.قبلا وقتی از سر کار میومد یه لب از هم میگرفتیم ولی حالا دیگه اونم فراموش کرد.دیکه تو بغلش اون ارامش همیشگی رو نداشتم.گیر های الکی میداد.مثلا میگفت چرا دیشب تو مهمونی ارایش کردی.دیشب چرا دیر اومدی خونه.من همه اینا رو تحمل میکردم تا اینکه یه روز دخترخالم با شوهرش اومد خونه ی ما.موقع اومدنشون من به دخترخالم و شوهرش دست دادم.بعد از اینکه رفتن.مسعود روی سگش رو نشون داد و زد زیر گوشم و گفت زنیکه جنده واسه چی به اون دست دادی بعد از اینکه اینو گفت من دیگه صبرم تموم شد رفتم وسایلم رو جمع کنم و از این خونه برم.داشتم میرفتم که جلوی در راهم رو بست و گفت حق نداری بری.منم گفتم از سر راهم برو کنار.داشتم میرفتم بیرون که هلم داد .
