My cowardly son

Hello, my name is 25 years old and I am married. I have a 3-year-old daughter. I read this site and its story a lot of times, but I never thought that one day I would have to write the biggest bitter event of my life.
I will not go too far to tell the story of what happened to me
I live in one of the eastern cities of the country.
I had an uncle who died almost 20 years ago. This uncle of mine has 4 sons
As a child, I was supposed to marry my second cousin, but for some reason it did not work out. Of course, I must say that he is now married and has a son, but my story is about his brother, whose name is Farhad. In early September 89, one of my uncles died and I had to go to the city for his funeral
I must say that I am very comfortable in dealing with men, but I never made a mistake. On the seventh day of the ceremony, my uncle Farhad's son came and told me that he wanted my mobile number to consult with me about a problem that had occurred to him. And I, because usually the whole family was by their side when they wanted to be patient and I never told anyone what they said, I accepted and gave my number to him.
Two days later, Farhad called my phone and asked me to talk to my husband, whose name is Amira, and I accepted, and he began to feel that yes, I was in love with a girl that my brother Farshad also wanted. And I did not say anything to her because of her brother, and in short, neither my grandfather married that girl nor I could reach her, and now every time I see that girl, my heart burns and these words
I also told him to be sure that if he wanted you or told you or waited for you after Farshad's marriage, he's sure he wanted Farshad that immediately after his marriage the girl also got married and the illusion is better, let go of his thoughts and talk I told her heartbroken
But because my daughter was crying so much, I had to stop very soon. At noon, when my husband came, I told her the flow. She laughed and said, "You are in trouble again."
I said I did not want to say do not call anymore, poor Amir, be careful at the same time, do not hurt yourself with these sympathies
I also agreed to say that I am very hot and unlike my husband is very cold and of course he has premature ejaculation and because his work is very heavy we have sex very little that I rarely enjoy and then because he can no longer afford it I'm silent, but because we love each other so much, I came to terms with it, even though it 's very hard for me, but I never have to do anything, and I always keep my appearance and show it in a way that means it gives me a lot of joy.
Farhad's calls continued every day until one day I realized that the girl he loved was me and after that my job was to convince him that I was not interested in him or even Farshad and that I always loved them like my brother. No more, little by little, calling and talking to me became a habit. If I was suffering, I really forgot to say that Farhad is 3 years older than me.
A month after our conversation, he told his girlfriends that he was tired of them and wanted to separate, and that you should talk to me to make up for the cowardice you had done to me so that I could forget them. I was, but there was no way out, I thought I would help him with this work, but because it was difficult for me to talk on the phone, I promised to give him more names. He accepted.
This process continued until he started telling me all about his sex with his girlfriend in February.
Little by little, he meant that we should have sex together
I was really copying, I had a fight with her and I did not reply to her message for a while, but I have to say this because I was always having problems with my husband in sex, but my conscience did not allow me to accept that I was not satisfied when he saw me. He said that if I texted him once, he would not worry about me and my life and everything would happen, so that I could accept this case sooner, and he started texting me.
I was unlucky to answer, then a few messages started ringing on my phone. I really forgot to say that my husband was traveling at the time and my daughter and I were home alone, but he did not know.
When I answered the phone, he said that we should only have sex on the phone once, and I accepted that he was talking. And I hung up the phone, he immediately called me, why did you hang up? My husband is from that abyss. God, I was very scared. I never thought that all this time his goal would be to get a document for threatening me. I keep crying on the phone and saying that my reputation is better than my dignity.
He only sent a message once and you will apologize and say that all his words and actions were out of lust and now I regret it and I deleted all the threatening messages.
Now I see how simple I was. That story passed until 10 days ago, when Farhad and his mother and brother-in-law came to our house, for example, to stay for a couple of days. Not to speak, I was really scared. A week after they left, my husband went on a 10-day mission and I was home alone with my daughter again. Two days after they left, Farhad and his mother came to our house, arrived at 2 pm and stayed up until 2 am Being at bedtime, I spread them all out in the guest bedroom, and my daughter and I went to sleep in that one room. Farhad once said, "I want to sleep very warmly."
I said I was comfortable and I went to the room and because my daughter has a problem sleeping, I locked the door of the room and fell asleep. He wants you to suck, he had put the sucker in our room, but because I was very sleepy, I became careless and I turned away from listening and fell asleep, but after a few minutes I saw that he was constantly knocking on the door. I opened it, it was interesting, sir, he was complaining, why did I send so many messages, you did not answer when I said I was asleep, he said I can come to the room next to you to sleep, I was scared, I started to tremble, When he saw that he could not convince me, he threw himself into the room and came to catch me. He could not silence me. It could not be interesting with all that noise. What am I saying? The one who saw that I could not be silent went to sleep on Josh's head and I went to the room and locked the door again. His message and threat started again, but I did not answer and did not leave the room. In the room, but I did not open the door, my bladder was shaking from the pain because I had a toilet, but I could not get up from the cup. Load it. Upstairs, but to no avail. At 5 o'clock in the morning, I could not stand it anymore. I opened the door to the bathroom and went to the bathroom. Soon after, I came into the room and locked the door. When I came out of the room and called Khalem and said I was not feeling well, my aunt also thought I had a period when I called the guest there. He took things in stride, even when he said that we were going to leave in the afternoon. I did not compliment him on staying. I told my aunt everything and I showed her all her message. My aunt said it would be better to clean everything and tell my husband something. I accepted. I was just crying that day. I was so scared that I lost the tray and all his glasses broke. I became pessimistic about Farhad and said that he intended to rape my cousin and we grabbed his wrist and he threatened to make you pessimistic about me and send provocative messages. My husband believed me but I really regret that I lied to him. And I'm still afraid of the future, and I'm sorry for why I'm grilled for rewarding others, and why I've been so easily deceived that I trusted him more than my brother. Thank you.