Why did I have sex?

The story I want to tell is real. I was 24 years old with unrealistic names. I worked in a private company. I was chatting when Yahoo had chat rooms. One day I accidentally chatted with an idea of ​​a girl. The role of the object and I the subject This happened several times, and of course we used to provoke each other more by seeing gay photos. Now in our fantasy we became both object and subject. Karaj, one day we went to the sea. He came to me from Semnan. The key to a unit was ready for sale. I had my hand. The building was the first time I wanted to have sex with a gay man. After a long pause, we were both naked. Although we had the experience of having sex with a girl, but we were the same as Mongols, we hugged each other, we rubbed each other, and when we rubbed each other, he tried to get a tooth anesthetic spray with him. We wiped and kissed until the spray worked. Saeed went to Vaseline without question and lubricated himself. He came behind me. I never thought I would do this. As Saeed's belly approached my buttocks, I was in a little pain. Most of it was gone. If my girlfriend knew what I was doing, if my family understood, my friend was all in my head. Saeed dropped all his weight. He calculates and enjoys, I also thought little by little, pain in my heart, he should not be a coward, who said in my ear, "Come on, it's your turn." He went to sleep I got up, I applied Vaseline, and I went behind Saeed, played with him a little, put my head in the hole, calmed him down. He told me that in short, when my water came to Saeed's butt and poured water on Saeed's waist, my sex was over. That night I had a bad pain when the anesthesia disappeared. He died that day. A few days later, we came. The chat was gone.