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I had left the shower open and hot water was pouring. I was holding my head with three fingers and I was going up and down very slowly. Golnar soap. Maragheh soap. In the brain, if the house is empty, a repetitive porn, rubbing two or three times, a pressure of hot water falling on your hand, then a short depression, guilt, no more work. Her children call me Uncle. She was my third cousin. We were cousins. We were in my heart from the very beginning. We were in high school. I kissed her, I caressed her and she loved me. Mina, my dear Mina, promise me to be mine, if not, I'm not crazy. Things are so simple when that young person and that crystal ass I could see Annan clapping his hands and matting, and my tongue stuck in my palate. It was just a kiss that I put on my shirt. My baby was very calm and without any introduction, I tried to push Mina from behind. Mina was in pain, but it seemed as if she was drooping. And I swallowed again. Once Mina cried and came back and looked at me angrily and said, "I kissed her slowly and madly." And every day I thought of him madly, until one day I saw a public house come with flowers and sweets. It was that Mina at least objected, but when I saw her face to face with the boy, she realized that she was throwing money at her.I called Mina, hey, what happened to you, why didn't you promise, which one did you promise? Baba Mikhai, come, my origin, it's okay, Benz was not under my feet, but I was good-looking, kind-hearted. They understand the pain, maybe I will have sex with someone again, but I will not close my heart to anyone