Matin 's first sex experience

Hello, I am Matin. I want to tell you the story of my rape. I always think about it and I am upset. I am not gay, but first I had sex with a boy who was much older than me. When I was 11 years old, I had a neighbor who had a son named Mohammad. He was about 6 years older than me. He used to talk to me in the street under various pretexts. He once told me to go to their blood for a computer game. Then he came out of the game and left a super movie. I did not know what sex was until then, let alone the super movie. I was very curious. I like it, I was very curious, I did not touch his chest, I did not say anything, he was Kirshu, who was relatively big, he was about 20 centimeters tall, and he gave me my hand, which I was very surprised, we rubbed him until he became lustful. I knocked and then he said, "No, it can't be like this. Close your eyes, open my mouth." I opened my eyes and kissed it for two minutes. Once I felt that something was splashing in my mouth, I did not know what it was. I had to eat them in Gloom, I summed them up, but I spat on them, I told them, what was this? I was beating him until he told me to take off my pants. I was afraid that when someone saw me, I would say no at first, but he insisted. Jon, you have a hole, hey, he wanted to do it with his finger, but I was in a lot of pain. I was miserable, I did not know what was going to happen to him. Kirshu was pushingBecause it was very slippery, it slipped twice, but I nodded. Then I told him I want to go and let him go. I did the same thing. He hooked his hand around my belly and appreciated 20 cents. He said that he came very quickly. I begged him to bring it to me. He listened to me. It didn't work. He kissed me. Alley saw him and said, "Excuse me, come on, I'll not drink our blood. I did not eat it. In short, I left that neighborhood after a few months and never saw it again. This is the worst memory of my life. After that incident, I did not have sex with any boy. I hope this bitter memory did not upset you." Be written