I was born last year in the Qala-e-Sakhtmoun area of Mashhad (one of the most deprived areas of Mashhad). I was the last child of my parents in an extremely poor family, and besides me ۸ Having another child.
I really do not know why those who are poor should always have many children, because really children whose lives are born in such families are no different from hell. My father worked as a construction worker at the time, sometimes at work and most of the time unemployed. Most of the house expenses were borne by my poor mother. She used to go to people's houses in the morning to clean their houses, and then she would do things she did not have time for there, such as chopping vegetables or washing clothes. When he came, on the one hand, he ate my father's bites and sarcasm, and on the other hand, our children harassed him. My really poor mother, I hope she enjoys it in that world now. Although my father was poor, he was a fanatical and dry bitch who had no lenght and the only thing that was found in abundance in our two-room house was a fight between my parents, my father always used force, both to my mother and To his children, I remember that once ۵ I was old and my father asked me to bring him water, I also went with my little one and brought him a glass of water, as soon as I came to give him water, my foot got stuck on the edge of the rug and the glass fell from my hand and broke, then my father Because I broke a glass, he punished me so much that I remember from that moment, how much my poor mother was beaten that day because of me. I hope that now that world will not be forgiven by God, that all my misery and all my family is to blame.
I was in the first year of school and I had to go to school, but my father was against my studies, he said you should stay at home and help him with the things that your mother brings home so that she can work more, but my mother insisted that I be like my other sisters. I went to school, so he promised my father that he would work harder and earn more money.
It was the first day of school and I went to school with a handful of old and dirty clothes and my brother's bag that was patched. That day my mother did not go to work and took me to school, everyone in that area was poor and the children All their clothes are old and torn, in short, this is how I started studying. ۳ Last year, what sufferings did we not suffer this year, ۱ My brother committed suicide, two of my brothers were arrested for drug possession and one of my sisters was forced to marry a man who 20 He was a year older than himself, he got married, now four people, or in the words of my father, extra bread, had been drained from our blood, because our father was counting the extra bread.
I remember in my father's time my sister's bag ۴ He was a year older than me. He found a glass of lacquer. Since it was dry, it was sacred. Let's mean that no one was right, his daughter, who was all a prisoner and had the right to have nothing, even believed that her cousins should not have gold.
Since bad luck always gets worse, my father became addicted and used drugs in front of his children very openly, at that time 12 I was one year old, my father gave up work completely and he also became a housewife, and although I was very interested in studying, my other sister and I, who had said so before, stopped studying and forced me to go to the houses of the rich with my mother. He also tested everything we did and spent his damn money on it.
What houses we did not go to clean, one of the bigger and more beautiful, when I saw their children I really felt sorry for myself, because we did not even have a TV in our blood, but what was not in the house of these rich people and what rooms were these Not having rich kids.
In short, one day when I went home with my mother and sister, we saw that besides my father, there was another man in the house, a man about my father's age. After a while, we realized that this gentleman was not my suitor, my father XNUMX He owed him a thousand tomans (at that time), and since we did not have that much money, the deceased had also said that if my sister gave him money, he would be careless, and my filthy father agreed to his offer. My sister did not believe him at all, that is, none of us believed her, but who dared to leave my father's profession. Since they were all addicted to my father, they agreed to this marriage, because that money was material that they owed to that damn man.
My sister went to Bakht's house at the same time, but what a lucky house, now my mother and I were alone… ..
After my sister left, my husband and I were alone, ۳ The year passed like this and me 15 I am old, my mother and I are days ۲ On Saturday we worked in a very big house, where the owners of the house had a girl the size of me, and most of my job was to clean her room, which was only twice the size of our house and had all sorts of entertainment items, me and her little We became friends for a while, to Suri, who also helped me clean her room.
16 I was years old when my father said, "It's time for me to get married and I have to marry one of his friend's sons. The same day, the boy asked me to come with his parents." Awful, I always wanted to marry a man who was not addicted and he got a little better, but he was addicted and he had no other criteria, so I decided to stand up for my father and oppose this forced marriage.
When they left, I went and stood in front of my father and told him that I would not marry this boy in any way, I had not finished my speech yet, that my father slapped me so much that my head whistled (and later I found out because of that slap in the ear). I was right) and then he started cursing, and my brother supported my father. I was going crazy, I cried that night until morning, the next day I had to go to the house of my friend who was very rich, we had to go to work, where we were my friend Merila (the same rich kid), he realized that I was very upset and I told him the whole story I explained, Merila comforted me a lot and when she realized that I had no choice but to marry that boy, she told me that I had better run away from home, it was an interesting offer and I had not thought about it until now, I told her that I should go again next week. I was bleeding, I think.
On the way home, I explained the plan to run away from home to my mother, and she encouraged me to do it, that is, to marry that Shalatan boy was really worse than dying, and the best thing to do was to run away. During that week, I thought about it and came to the conclusion that only escape could save me from this filthy father. The next week, when we were at Merila's house, I told her that I agreed to run away. That day, when we had to leave, Merila came and gave me a package and said, XNUMX A thousand tomans of money and said that this will definitely be needed, I was really happy and hugged Mirla with all my being. The night of escape came, my father and brother were asleep, I was ready to run away from home, my mother was always crying and swearing that I would not let her know about me and I promised her.
It was dark everywhere and I walked towards the center of the city. It was dark everywhere and the secluded city was very scary, I decided to go back for a moment, but then I said to myself no, I will not go back to that house even if I die. The people who were on the street that night, all of them miserable like me, the looks of the men were really horrible. Unfortunately, I went and hid behind a tree. I was really lucky not to see me. At that moment, the voice of a girl came calling to me. And
He said, "Why don't you have a house like mine?" I also said no. He said: So you are a fugitive. I said yes. He looked at me and said, "You's eating nothing." I said no, I only have some money. When he heard that I had money, his tone became much better and he said that he could give me money in exchange. I accepted and 20I gave him a thousand tomans, when he saw that money, he said: you do not want to have so much money, my name is lashes and just remember that when we went, no one understood that you have money and stairs, that you whistled three whistles.
We walked together and after ۱ We reached the half-ruined house on foot, pushed open the door a little and went inside. It was an old house full of people, each room was full of people, most of the rooms were off, we reached the back of a room. When the light was on, Mojgan opened the door and we entered, a small room ۵ The other girl was inside, some were asleep and one ۲ When they were playing cards together, Mojgano introduced me to them and said that for a while, they were my guests, and they accepted me. The first night passed around the house, in the morning when all the girls came out with different make-up, short coats and a sign, and it was decided that I would be in the room and prepare food for them. Mojgan also advised me not to talk to any of the neighbors at all. I do not.
۶ The month passed and I was there, I had become very friendly with the other girls and I had just found out what they were doing, of course it did not matter to me, because they were as unlucky as me and they were selling themselves out of misery, I was there too. I was and I was living my life, my money was gone, but Mojgan did not let me leave, it was a while ago that a man came and went to that house and most of all he was watching our room, one day Mojgan with Happiness came and he said that whoever he loved, could go to Dubai with the dead man who came here and said dead: "We can go with him and there is so much work that he no longer wants to do dirty work." This news made everyone happy, and so did I, because I knew that if I went to Dubai and got a job, I could get rich very soon, but unaware of how filthy some people can be. All the girls announced their readiness and it was decided that we would all go to the port with the dead man and from there we would go to Dubai by dinghy or boat. I used to see myself happy, but I was still a little stressed, or if nothing was found there, but none of us thought that the dead man wanted to betray us, we simply trusted that evil dead man, do not say that we are all He had sold it to these idiots, but I found out later.
Watches ۲ It was night when he was dead, along with a few other fat people, came to the place where we were girls and said that now was the time and we went with them as far as we had to get on the boat. At first, many of us, including myself, objected that one of the men took up arms and said that we had no choice but to do so. It was sold to a few Arabs and in the middle of the water we were to be handed over to the Arabs. None of us believed it. We forced our bags into the bag and as soon as the boat wanted to leave, I realized that there was a fight. If we had fled just two minutes later, we would have fallen into the hands of the police like the other girls. Mojgan and I were alone and had no money, and we were very far from our city.
Mojgan and I were alone and we had no money, because before they put us in a bag, they took everything we had, we were very far from our city, at that time the night was quiet and terrible everywhere, we did not know what to do. Let's work, Mojgan used to say that we had better go to the main road, and maybe a car would come and pick us up. So we walked to the road that left the city, about ۲ We walked for hours until we reached that road, about an hour ۵ It was morning and we were walking along the road, every now and then a car would pass by and a trumpet would sound for us. When he found out that we wanted to go from Bandar Abbas to Mashhad, he would take the road and leave. Who came and kept a trailer for us, when he found out about our destination and also when he realized that we had no money, he said that he was going to Mashhad and he was riding us on one condition, and his condition was that we were on our way. Take the fatigue out of stress or put it in a simpler language.
At first I objected, but Mojgan said that you are not in trouble at all and I will not even touch you and said that this is our only chance, but again I objected that Mojgan forced me to ride, the driver was alone and had no driver and we went forward We sat down and as soon as the car started, I fell asleep from exhaustion. When I opened my eyes, I saw that the car was standing and it was about time. 10 Yes, I looked around and saw that there was no one * I saw screaming sounds coming from behind, the trailer on the side had a position where the back of the seat was in a bed position, I just came to turn my head that the driver put his hand on my chest from behind and started To Malonden, I did not expect anything at all, when suddenly Mojgan's voice came and shouted: bitch, if you were not supposed to do that, and the driver was also careless, I turned my head when I saw Mojgan and the driver naked next to each other and Busy driver, when my eyes fell on Mojgan's eyes, he turned his head to the other side out of embarrassment, I was confused about how dishonorable some are and how unhappy some are.
An hour and a half later, the car started moving, of course, to say that the driver of the car had brought it to a deserted road. On the way, we also went and hid in a place that was made just to hide people. I did not talk to Mojgan at all on the way, she was thinking the same thing more and once she started to cry, she was really right because there was never a human being who could take two girls from Bandar Abbas to Bandar Abbas without any expectations. Take Mashhad for free. It was night and the driver kept the car in a quiet place and when he slept, he called poor Mojgan to have sex with him. It was morning again and the car started moving. We had already approached Mashhad and it was the last road police, who said they had to turn the car around. The car was confiscated and we were arrested at the same police station, along with the driver. I do not know how long we were there, but thought more than 12 It was time to open the detention center and a pilgrim man entered with a beard and a rosary and first looked at us and said: Two runaway girls in the cargo area of a trailer, interesting, do you know that we can take you to a focal point somewhere Either they keep you until you get sick or they take you back to your family, but a better solution is that you can be released tomorrow and we'll just take you in a political marriage car so that no one else can dare. Do not have beautiful girls for you and we will follow you wherever you want.
Mojgan asked what the second solution was. That the dead said that you do not know, the second solution is that you clean with us tonight until the morning, that he said that electricity took over my whole being, I could not believe at all that someone with such a believing presence is so low, my first lashes We refused, but one of those pilgrims whispered in Mojgan's ear and said, "Did you think it was your own gang?" Bring your eyelashes to your head, you did not listen to me and I was taken away, I was terribly scared, I did not think my work would take me here at all, I, who had fled from the damn house in the hope of a better life, was now heading for ruin, our summary They went to another room and the two soldiers, in addition to Haji himself, came and Haji locked the door. Whatever we shouted was of no use. He came to me, put his hand on my face and took off my scarf. I was attacked, when one of the soldiers hit me hard with a baton on the back of my leg and I also fell to the ground and wrapped myself in pain. Mojgan, who saw this scene, also attacked Haji and pulled Haji's face. It caused Haji's face to bleed, Haji took off his belt and fell on Joon Mojgan, and one of the soldiers fell on Joon Mojgan with a baton. Haji also came over my head and started to take off my clothes, I could not believe it at all, but now I could see myself naked in the hands of an animal, but he did not think at all and he started rubbing my whole body with his hand, I had I cried and swore to him, but to no avail, Haji started to take off his clothes, he hugged me and rubbed his hairy body and dirt on my soft body, after a while he took off his shorts and put me to sleep and started rubbing his hair On my face, and wiped my tears with his cock, but I was still crying when he kicked me in the mouth and savagely to the bottom of my mouth, I was upset, Q I turned to Remo and brought him up. Haji, who saw this, stopped sucking me and kissed me without delay. I felt a bad burning sensation in my pussy and I realized that my hymen was torn. He once told his soldier that the children were virgins and he started working again, I would not cry anymore and I did not care what they were doing to me anymore, because I was out of water.
I was so lethargic that I fell asleep and when I opened my eyes I saw in my detention center and there was no news of Mojgan. I was very hungry, because I had not eaten anything since yesterday, I had a strange feeling, there was a state in my body, I knew it was because I had no more curtains, I was going crazy, my heart was burning with lashes, because I was beaten so much He had eaten, and now there was no trace of him, I started shouting, when one of the same guards came last night and opened the detention center and came and told me what happened to you, and I also said where did you take Mojgan? At first he did not want to answer, but I swore so much to tell him that he said that he would be sent to the center early that morning. He said this and left. I do not see him anymore and I still do not know where he is and what has happened to him, really when a country that does not pay attention to the rights of women and girls and even the rights of runaway girls, well, it turns out that I was thinking about hours 11 It was night when someone came and opened the checkpoint and said that because of Haji's promise, now they were going to take me to the city in a political ideological car, and doing the same, it took about an hour and a half from there to Mashhad, and then put the car in the corner. He held me and threw me out of the car like an animal, and the car started and left. The weather was cold and I had no money, I wanted to shout in the street about what had happened to me or go and complain, but I knew it was useless and in this country who cares about a lonely and poor girl and whose heart burns for such a girl .
I decided to go home and tell the whole story to my mother and apologize to my father and marry the same boy who came to us if he accepts, in that life in that house is better than living with this misery, where I was unloaded, it can be said that it was close to our house, I started walking, I walked a lot, about ۳ I walked for hours in the dark of night, in that cold weather, until I finally got our blood, more than ۱I had escaped from that house for a year and now I was back again, it opened in our blood with a little pushing and I went in, but what a scene we saw, my father was not there and my mother was also in bed and my sister who I said before with A man my father's was our house, and of course it was then that he woke up to the sound of the door, and when he saw him he hugged me and just cried and everyone said where were you, I had also decided not to make things worse and he Let's not tell the story of the detention center, when I told Alki that I was in Tehran and I was working and now I'm back, and I said that you stole all my money, and then I asked her why her mother was like that, where was Baba and how could you get permission from your husband to come and go, and He also said that my father and one of my grandfathers were arrested for carrying drugs and had to be beheaded for about three years. She did not even spend a century to pay for her mother's hospitalization, and she also said that my husband only allowed me to come here for a week and God bless you, otherwise I would have had to leave my mother alone. Let me go and go back to my former hell, you who do not know what is going on in that house, it has only been a week since my permission was because my husband was traveling and he will definitely come after me tomorrow.
The next day, that morning, my sister's husband came to our house and shouted at my sister to take their blood, and now I was alone. What should I do, I wanted to take revenge on everything, on myself, on the people, on the fact that I had lost my chastity so easily, I no longer wanted to be rude, I had made my own decision, I wanted to pursue prostitution from tomorrow, all the way I also learned from Mojgan, because I had nothing to lose.
It was night and I wanted to go, I did a little make-up with the little make-up I had, but since I was beautiful myself, I became much more beautiful with the same little make-up. I was, life in this part of the city was really different, a lot of people who live above the cities, can not imagine at all how horrible it can be to live in the slums and suburbs, XNUMX The percentage of them had never seen those lower parts of the city, so I was thinking to myself why I should not have been born into a rich family or why I should be so miserable, I gave up on the decision I made for a moment and came back. Home, but there was no other way for me, I was in dire need of money, I went to the street and stood, I was terribly stressed, less than two minutes later, several cars braked in front of my feet, one of them was a red Honda Sweik, I liked his car and his side I went, young man 20 The old man was sitting in the back, I opened the front of the car and got in. The boy I got in was surprised that I got in without any words or questions about the price. Well, I was right, because he was still an amateur. I was summed up for two hours XNUMX I will get a thousand tomans.
The boy stood in front of a very chic restaurant and told me to get off. Let's go eat together, I was not feeling well at all, oh what a chic place, most of the customers were young girls and boys, we went and sat at a table for two, the waiter came and the boy ordered two special pizzas, bringing food, not at all I did not want to eat, but I did not want to skip pizza, because I always wished to eat pizza every night, we ate dinner and walked to the boy's house, I did not talk to the boy at all, that is, I had nothing to say, he had nothing to say It does not rain, we reach their blood, a big and stylish villa, two horns and one of them opened the door and we went inside.
The house was very chic and big, the building lights were off, in short, we went to you. How to spend it, I regretted my work, but it was too late, because Hamed was preparing the bedroom, he had a sore throat, I sat on a sofa and thought, what I wanted to do and that Why should I be so miserable, Hamed came and took my hand and took me to the bedroom, we reached the bedroom, a large room with a beautiful and soft bed, Hamed filled two glasses with alcohol and one of them to me He complimented me, first I said I do not want to, that Hamed said: Come eat, that with this more, I opened the glass, it was a bad situation, I wanted to raise, Hamed filled another glass for me, like crazy people fill it I nodded, my head was dizzy, Hamed came and pushed my shoulders back and put me to bed, he put his hand under my clothes, you started to walk around with my chest, a littleHe got up and quickly took off his clothes and pulled a condom on his head and came to me again, I was not feeling well at all, I was drunk, I felt cold air and I realized that Hamed had taken off my clothes, he was eating my breasts like crazy I was getting horny, I moved my finger towards my pussy and started dipping my finger in my pussy.
I was in another world, when I suddenly felt something heavy in my body and then I felt something go inside my pussy, it hurt me, Hamed Rom was sleeping and Kirshu was moving back and forth in my pussy, I was going crazy from the intensity of the insect, still I was drunk and I did not care what a great sin I was committing.
As I was lying on the bed, Hamed came and put my feet on his head and started to kick me in the ass, it hurt strangely, but I was having fun. Summary one 20 For a minute, Hamed did whatever he wanted until he wanted the juice to come, he quickly removed the condom from his head, and with both hands he pulled it and the dirty water was poured on me, then he brought a handkerchief and wiped the water and threw it in my arms. The effects of the alcohol were fading, Hamed began to kiss, he was numb, I was the same, until I fell asleep like that, my eyes opened when it was almost o'clock 12 It was, Hamed was wearing his clothes, but I was just as naked, Hamed said: it was a good night's sleep, I also said: I'm sorry, I was very tired, then all that alcohol and all that struggle made me fall asleep, I'm going to take you somewhere, I got up, put on my clothes, went and washed my hands and face, I was dizzy, because of how ugly I was, I came out and got in Hamed's car, Hamed brought me somewhere close to our blood. And when I wanted to get off, he gave me a pack of hundreds of thousands and said: We were supposed to have sixty thousand, but because you gave me too much, I gave you a hundred, then he took the gas and left.
I wanted to set fire to that damn money, but it was a pity that I needed that money, I walked home, it was half past one in the morning when I got to our house, my mother was awake and she said with difficulty where you were and then I coughed. He did not give up and coughed like that, I quickly brought him a glass of water and gave him food and said, unless your doctor told you not to talk, well, I was out and it took me a while to come. I did not like to look into his eyes, I was ashamed of him, I was afraid that he would understand from my eyes what a great sin I had committed, I got up and went and sat in a corner, took the money and put it in front of me, why do some people have to work hard to achieve money? They beat me, but some people sleep at night, get up in the morning and see that their money has doubled, but it could not work. XNUMX I paid a thousand tomans for those medicines, really, why should the cost of medicine and treatment, which is one of the important needs of the society, be so expensive, why should two packs of pills with one ampoule be needed? XNUMX A thousand tomans (just two years ago), what should those who do not have this money really do, then they say why the number of street women or the number of thefts and crimes is high, well, it is clear when someone gets into poverty, Well, it is clear that he does everything he can to get himself out of the mire of poverty and deprivation a little bit, otherwise no woman or girl will sell herself for the pleasure of sex or from the belly of a satiety, just some of them sit up and shout slogans. Maidan, that this situation is getting better, but the situation of these people is getting worse day by day and more families are being added to the poor of this country, why should there be such a poor and impoverished family? When was the Iranian situation of the congregation so deplorable? Where does this money for oil and gas and melancholy capital really go?
