Shahin had been back for a month. I was very happy. I had not seen Shahin for three years now. When they were going to Tehran, I was in the second grade. Shahin was also a year older than me. I liked Shahin stealthily. Our grandfather and one of their friends named Fattah had bought a large plot of land in their youth and built three houses in it. There was a dead end alley in the middle of these three houses. Our house and Shahin were facing each other and the house Mr. Fattah had left a door at the end of the alley that no one else could come to. Mr. Fattah's sons's alley had all gone out and Mr. Fattah had been taken away.
Shahin's father had a minibus parked in the alley. At that time, Shahin and I would go on the minibus and jump in Mr. Fattah's house in the basement. We would always find things that were very interesting to us. Now all those memories came to life, but I knew we could not. Let's go on the minibus and go to Mr. Fattah Shahin's house. It was very beautiful, but he was still a devil. We used to play games and sometimes he would tell me fortune-telling, but with all this intimacy, when he thought I was not in the mood, he would see me a lot, and I would like him very much. Be careful and I laughed.
Every time I came home from Mayo school, I knew that either Shahin's mother was there or my mother was Shahin اسnas's house. I always came home happy when Shahin's mother was in our house. I would come to the terrace and wait for Shahin to come. It was fashionable for schoolgirls to come and compliment each other on sexually explicit sex films, but then I realized that all those compliments were false, because in all the sex films they complimented, after kissing adultery and men, they went under the blanket, but then I realized that either the movies were not sexy or the kids were lying. One of these films was brought to me by a friend of mine who said that it was a sexy film, but when I saw it, only in that film, a man and a woman were kissing each other, and when the dead man wanted to take the woman's clothes, it was censored. I had stood up so that I could see until that day my mother wanted to go to the house of a relative who was in a nearby city and was two or three hours away from our city. Shahin's mother also had lunch in our house and left later. I saw that Shahin's father came and left with his mother. It was about three o'clock in the afternoon when my mother and father left and I stayed at home under the pretext of studying. I left the film. The original was being censored, so I went to find a better place, but the best place I saw was a scene where the dead woman was rubbing her breasts, but then it was morning and the movie went somewhere else.
I was very horny because I had not even seen these scenes until then. I turned the movie upside down and came to the terrace and saw that Shahin was cleaning his dad's minibus. I put a shirt and a hat on my head to keep my hijab, for example, because our alley was in another alley and no one came in that alley, so I did not wear a coat. I told Shahin that you do not want help. Where did your mom go? She told me to go to a party in the middle of the night. I said, well, what should I do? She said that I was wiping the windows. He did and something happened to me. Once I felt that I would love to kiss him like in the movie. I was cleaning a glass. He came to clean the chair. Between the glass and the hawk, the whole body of the hawk hit my body. I was hot. He understood that Saddam did not understand. I wanted to stay like this. He was pulling the curtain, we were eating more together, I was feeling his chest firmly on my buttocks, I was leaning back more, when the glass curtain was finished, he slowly lowered his hand, passed his hand over my heart, so that the palm of his hand hit my heart until He said that he was holding the right side of his hand and said that he could not breathe in a state that was obvious.
Once I saw him clinging to me and wrapping his arms around me. I was completely in his arms. He kissed my neck and said, "Mahsa, you are very different from that year." Atisheh, who was burning my neck, put her hand on my chest and rubbed my breasts and kissed my neck and kept saying, "Mahsa, I love you, but I could not speak out of lust. I was flying in the skies." The band was coming, now he had put Kirsh on my legs and I was feeling Kirsh's warmth. Once he got away from me and turned me towards him. He put his lips on my lips. The hawk sucked in my mouth with all its being. I felt something from the bottom of my heart, maybe it was coming out of my body with a falcon's breath. It was a very strange feeling. He was shaking me inside and emptying me. I don't know what it was, but I could not stay anymore. I felt that I had to go somewhere and sleep. My whole body was shaking. I quickly separated from him. I woke up to my mother's voice telling me to go to your room and went to sleep in my room. I only knew that my shorts were soaked. I slapped my hand on my pants. It wasn't until the middle of the sex movie debate that I realized what the conditions were for getting pregnant.
This was my first sexual relationship that I experienced with Shahin. After that, Shahin and I had a relationship for a year, until I was accepted to the university and I came to Tehran. Well, because we were both inexperienced in this relationship, wait for my and Shahin's stories
