-7 years old when my cousin raped me. He did this several times until he was 10 years old. Little by little, I forgot what had happened to me, but at puberty, everything came back to life. I was not interested in giving ass. But I kept walking around and yelling. I was slowly pointing my finger at myself and within 5 years, that is, at the age of 20, I was able to taste a medium cucumber. Then I put it on, I was embarrassed and I hated it. Until the age of 24, I just picked cucumbers a few times for fun. Because empty squeaking did not satisfy. I did not have a girlfriend to do it. The rape of my cousin had completely hurt me and I had lost my self-confidence. I got severely depressed and isolated for 2 years. At the age of 27, I became friends with my brother's classmate. I fell in love with him. Although I had only kissed him two or three times, I was satisfied. I always wanted to have my first sex with my wife and my love. After 1 year, my girlfriend betrayed me and left me. I was badly hurt. I was not straight anymore and I was not coming. The doctor said that because of depression and that at the age of 28 you are still a boy and you have to have sex.
I was 30 years old. But I'm tired. For me to come and straighten up, I again resorted to cucumbers and thicker things like flashlights and squash. But during all these years, I did not harass a girl, nor did I thank God for a boy. He was very happy with the pumpkin because I peeled it and it was slippery and I used the stick of his head as a handle to put it in the hole and I put a mirror under it and I looked at the hole that was open, I assumed that my hole was a girl and the pumpkin I was later struck by this idea. My body erupted and my body trembled with pleasure. My brother always said why I do not make friends with a girl and I do not do it, but I was more angry than these words and I did not feel anything anymore. But everything suddenly fell apart.
One day when I came home from university, I was accepted to a new doctoral home, and I thought less about sex, ass, and rape. He was in front of the entrance and my grandfather's room lamp was in front. I thought he was bringing his girlfriend. I was happy because I had never seen his naked daughter up close. Slowly I went back to the shocking scene and saw my brother was naked behind me and was spraying in the corner and wanted to crack, but the corner was narrow and you could not go, tears came to my eyes that what a tragedy we have. I went crazy, I took off my clothes, I slowly went behind him, I put my hand firmly on his shoulder so that he could not get up, and I clung to him. My uncle was with me and he saw me many times and I was picking cucumbers. I calmed him down and said that there is no problem, let me help you spray in Kunt and I will not give him a bad thought. I did not become a model dog and I slowly opened it with my finger and tragacanth. I closed my eyes for a moment and shook Kirshu's head. My tears came from joy and stress in my mouth and my body was shaking. My brother did not move. In the corner and did not go, well, I was right, it took me 20 years to spray the lamb in the corner. In order not to be discouraged, I quickly removed the Qomo lamp from you and went to the corner. The flashlight eats a pen and was convenient. After 5 minutes, I did it in the corner and at the same time I hit the bag. He liked it completely. But I could not bear it and I wanted to do it. I told him he accepted reluctantly and wanted to retaliate against me. I gently pushed her in the ass, but since she was the first to have real sex, she was not a girl, but my brother came to me soon. I was at the peak of pleasure. I kissed him so that he would feel better, but he did not come. I agreed and told him to do it. He did not watch me at all, but he accepted. He started to slow down and did not finish. I asked him not to have mercy on me and to give me a crime. But it was still right, I kissed Kirsh again and sprayed it on my theme so far. After 5 minutes, he came and lay down, and I was very tired. He thanked me and ran out of the room. He did not come home for 10 months under the pretext of a mission. Then he left Iran. I have committed suicide twice in the last 20 months. I hate myself for letting my cousin do it to me. I hope God forgives me.
